pinkraindrops

I've felt like a friggin' mental yo yo lately. Nightmares every night so I don't sleep worth shit. If its not a nightmare, its a dream where I'm full of rage and anger, or I get hurt and I feel the physical pain. I don't wake up very rested, even if I slept for 12 hours.

My bed looks like this when I wake up, even though its nice and straightened when I go to sleep:



and I spend a lot of time with these in hand:



I need a job, some real friends, and a tattoo.