pinkpunk13

Hello.

Have you ever had that feeling where you know that something is supposed to be a certain way?

I don't know exactly why but I completely feel like me and my ex are meant to be together .
Soul mates or something sort of weird crud.
I seriously think we are supposed to be together,maybe we already were in some sort of past life and I just remember it or something weird.
He's so freaking incredible,I love to cuddle him,to talk to him,and oh my gosh to sleep with him is like heaven.

Every time he kisses me I get this funny feeling in my tummy that goes all over my body,whenever he kisses me right before I leave his home I never ever want to leave I just want to stay there with him kissing me for the rest of eternity.
I think I still must love this boy.
If you knew him you'd know why.
I doubt it but I hope that one day we find ourselves back together and then we'll move out and then maybe way down the road I'll have his beautiful baby boy,that's right boy because I ain't putting up with no girl child.Without him it's like part of my soul is missing although I know that it's just because part of my heart has a big empty hole in it where his love for me and my love for him used to reside.
Oh to hold him in my arms and keep him forever!

anywhoo I think he doesn't even want to be friends anymore which greatly depresses me
I'm outtie for now nobody even reads these things of mine.
This was love