I'm a lil sad right now.
I know it won't last so I don't really know why I'm writing about it here but eh.
It's just that I had all these people who I had considered friends and in the last like monthish I've noticed that they aren't really my friends,or maybe they are a lil but not good ones.
It's always like their bfs or gfs come first and when I call they don't even call me back and I know they've noticed my calls or been told about em or if I do reach them they don't give a shit about hanging with me or any of that stuff
They're always like I'm bizzy with work or family or something else that usually ain't true but then I find out that they were out with other buds or shopping or something.
Some of em have like 2 or more jobs and school so I don't care about those ones but seriously,if you don't want to hang with me or whatever say it,don't say ur bizzy and make me think you may still care.
I can't count the number of times,I've called this chick who I used to think was one of my best friends who lives in prince george.
She won't talk to me even for a second cuz it's rude to her bf.
Well HEY! What about the fact that it's a bit rude that I call her long distance to chat for just a sec and she continues to chat to him well she answers my call plus I've known her like 14 yrs longer the bf,who will probably be gone in a few months like the rest of them and hey he lives with her he can take a fucking valium he always gets to talk to her and see her,I see her like once a yr,fuck it,she can call me ,I'm no longer calling,she wasn't even a good friend sometimes,I bet that by me not calling her,I've just ended the friendship cuz I never get into her mind I bet so why would she call.hmm there's a rant
Then theres my other gf who complains when I go to see my other chick friends about how I should be seeing her and I'm ignoring her when for the past yr and a half she always ignored me and never called cuz she was with her then bf.
agh none of you care about this shit but I totally wanted to rant
its bs
oh ya and I'm sick of this cold shit,no great partys happen in cold mths
hey if I get the weekend days off this week
I'm going to get smashed!!!
I've been stressing over this job,my bills,school and well everything so party time is due soon
Everybody join,get drunk this weekend and invite me to your shit haha jj
I think Imma rant later too
this feels good lol
Love Jax
I know it won't last so I don't really know why I'm writing about it here but eh.
It's just that I had all these people who I had considered friends and in the last like monthish I've noticed that they aren't really my friends,or maybe they are a lil but not good ones.
It's always like their bfs or gfs come first and when I call they don't even call me back and I know they've noticed my calls or been told about em or if I do reach them they don't give a shit about hanging with me or any of that stuff
They're always like I'm bizzy with work or family or something else that usually ain't true but then I find out that they were out with other buds or shopping or something.
Some of em have like 2 or more jobs and school so I don't care about those ones but seriously,if you don't want to hang with me or whatever say it,don't say ur bizzy and make me think you may still care.
I can't count the number of times,I've called this chick who I used to think was one of my best friends who lives in prince george.
She won't talk to me even for a second cuz it's rude to her bf.
Well HEY! What about the fact that it's a bit rude that I call her long distance to chat for just a sec and she continues to chat to him well she answers my call plus I've known her like 14 yrs longer the bf,who will probably be gone in a few months like the rest of them and hey he lives with her he can take a fucking valium he always gets to talk to her and see her,I see her like once a yr,fuck it,she can call me ,I'm no longer calling,she wasn't even a good friend sometimes,I bet that by me not calling her,I've just ended the friendship cuz I never get into her mind I bet so why would she call.hmm there's a rant
Then theres my other gf who complains when I go to see my other chick friends about how I should be seeing her and I'm ignoring her when for the past yr and a half she always ignored me and never called cuz she was with her then bf.
agh none of you care about this shit but I totally wanted to rant
its bs
oh ya and I'm sick of this cold shit,no great partys happen in cold mths
hey if I get the weekend days off this week
I'm going to get smashed!!!
I've been stressing over this job,my bills,school and well everything so party time is due soon
Everybody join,get drunk this weekend and invite me to your shit haha jj
I think Imma rant later too
this feels good lol
Love Jax
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I'm glad you feel better.