pinkisux

yeah so i think one of my kittens died. i went home tonite to check on them, and move them back into my closet. jack (the momma kitty) got freaked out when my boy was over and hid all the kittens under the futon, which it totally inconvienent to make sure they don't make messes anywhere. and there were only three kittens! i couldn't find the runt anywhere! i think it died. i have to talk to my roommate tomorrow to see if he found it and disposed of it or something. it kinda wouldn't suprise me, cause i never saw it eat, all it ever would do was sleep. i tried to help it, while all the other ones were eating i would lay it next to mama's belly so it could eat, and it would just fall asleep again. it was so damn cute too! i scowered my room (the door has been shut since mama kitty freaked out and moved the kittens so it can't be anywhere else in the apartment) and i can't find it anywhere. makes me sad... i like kittens, i don't want them to go missing and possibly be dead when they are only 2 and a half weeks old.
very sad pinki