Thursday Dec 29, 2005

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I have been awake since 6 AM.

Went to the bar at 7:30 AM, left at 2 PM. shocked

Ate Skyline with the work buddies.

Went to the mall to buy D a gift card

It is 4:23 PM right now.

I will leave my house at 6 PM for work.

Am I sleeping today?

Nope.

Its gonna be a looooong 12 hour shift.
deanei:
I'll do half your shift for a candybar.
evy:
Oh man, sounds like it most certainly will.

Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

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Crazy
Psycho
What's wrong with her?
Nutjob
Wacko
Why did he bother?
Stupid
Foolish
What a waste of time
Naieve
Neurotic
He must have been blind
Bitch
Whore
Isn't she though?
Sinner
Slut
Now you all know.
wh0r3:
i like it smile

Sunday Dec 25, 2005

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Sometimes I really hate family functions.

I think I'm going to disown my brother.

My nephew is 5---and he wanted to call the cops because of the fighting.

I'm sorry, what is Christmas all about again? Cause it seems I forgot.
cybele:
To me it typically means drunken family disfunction and a post-Christmas belly-ache.

Yeah, gotta love the holidays.

smile

Hang in there, hon.

kiss
johnnysideburns:
Still here! Just busy.

Hey, me and Wifey are having a New Years party if you aren't busy. Let us know!!! smile

Saturday Dec 24, 2005

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went out with my girl Sara tonight. We had fun---eventually. Her cousin's friends didn't like the 1st 2 bars we tried, so we had to go to a third........all within about 45 minutes. I was irritated. So I spent too much money on cover charges, and then drank 3 vodka and redbulls smile

Needless to say, I ended up dancing a LOT at Rhino's, dancing with...
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punknitemike:
well then, i sure hope i get to hang out with ya sunday nite or monday...cause it WILL be fun, i guarantee it!
iyce:
Hello smile
Where is Rhino's located? I like to go dancing so I'm interested in places to go dancing and have a good time

Thursday Dec 22, 2005

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hehe....I think its funny that a drag queen wanted me to buy him a "gin and juice". Yeah. I lied to him and told him I didn't have any money, someone else paid for my drink. At least the last part of the statement was true, right? biggrin

I love my D'Angelo! I think we're going to Red Cheetah next week, check it out.

Gonna take...
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punknitemike:
are we hanging out this weekend?
punknitemike:
i'm up for something tonight or monday, just lemme know! what ya doing sunday nite?

Wednesday Dec 21, 2005

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hm.

it was an alright night at work. the "i can't see you" game was in full effect. whatever

I got stuck doing one of my least favorite jobs--stacking down books coming off the perfect binder. it was b-o-r-i-n-g. the guy I was working with was ok....but we weren't real talkative. long ass night.

I'm off tonight though, thank goodness! and I should be going out...
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punknitemike:
your profile pic is probably the hottest pic ive EVER seen of you...rawr!

lemme know bout hanging out this weekend, im off friday thru monday! so either comment to me on SG or text me as id like to hang out if you're free!

oh yeah..here's the show:

Monday Dec 19, 2005

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sigh.......

Its not really that I want to be with him right now. Its that I can't get over him.

I have to admit--I am young, naive, dumb, you name it. I was too trusting. I fell too hard. I gave him way too much of myself. And I am paying the price now.

I have been on this earth for 23 years and 9...
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punknitemike:
your first love is usually the one you fall the hardest...so your feelings are not unusual! just give it some time, maybe you'll figure out what or who ya want? it does sound like you wish things could work out though, but is that even possible? is it hard when ya see him at work? i still think we should hang out sometime, just friends!!!
kaun:
I read a few sections of your journal. Keep your head up. Sounds to me like you're afraid of being alone more than anything. Hope that doesn't offend you much, seeing as how I don't know you all that well yet. The phrase "plenty of fish in the sea" couldn't apply any better. I know it's clique, but it's true.

You know what makes me feel better when I'm down? A nice big bag of sour patch kids and a 20oz mt dew to wash em down. Mmmm... I can feel my teeth rotting outta my head as I think about it. <3

Sunday Dec 18, 2005

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hmmm...

Had a bad morning Saturday after work. Again. He always has to prove me fucking right, ya know? Like the fact that he was trying to save face by telling D stuff, and then I find out he made a comment to someone else of "I don't need anymore trouble than I already have right now" (when asked why he doesn't talk to me...
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wh0r3:
PunkNiteMike is right... you know I was in a similar boat recently. if i was any good at the "love thing", i'd give you advice. clearly - i am not. i guess all i can say is that life is weird and love is tough...
whatever
evy:
Normally I wouldn't dull out advice on other people's love lives, but I hate always reading about how hurt he has made you. It sucks and he sucks for having done that to you. Frankly, I think you deserve better than that. You don't need a man who wants a relationship with you only when it's convenient and sneaks around the rest of the time. You shouldn't have to deal with that. You deserve someone who is JUST YOURS. You really do have to sit back and think about whether or not he is really worth this much pain and emotional strain to attempt to be with. If you have even the slightest doubt, then to hell with him.

Sorry about putting in my two cents.

I really do hope things get better and work out for you.

kiss

Friday Dec 16, 2005

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I hate feeling like shit. I didn't eat jack at work last night. Drank a few sprites and that was it. I felt so....bleh. Especially at lunch time, my whole upper stomach felt like crap. Heartburn type shit perhaps?? I don't really know what heartburn feels like, so who knows? Maybe I should take some medication and see if it works. Then I guess I'd...
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punknitemike:
why dont we hang out tommorrow or something since you're off? drop me a message or text me as im not doing anything really...would be nice to hang out too! so whaddya say?

Thursday Dec 15, 2005

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soo......the rain is melting all the snow. frown sadness. There better be some more snow soon, damnit! biggrin I haven't gone sled riding yet!

Christmas shopping is basically done. I have to decide on like 2 more things, and thats it. Go me.

Went to "tha club" tonight with my boy D again. I have so much fun with him! Again, yes, its a gay club, and...
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huskysox:
we had a tich here and there, but nothing crazy. I am from Mass originally...so nothing like that. Snow is fun cause you can make snowmen and women and turn into snowbirds! I miss OH in some ways but not in others...I miss my buddies at Trendkill Tattoo, Justin, Johnny and Phil...they are my best friends for life!
wh0r3:
sweet!

instead of snow, we get...

ICE!

w00t w00t.

oh yeah, eat somethin, crazy... tongue
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