Sigh.
2 days in a row, I've psyched myself up to have a good quality conversation with my crush on the way out of work-and he's nowhere to be found while I'm making my way out of work.
SUCK. (and I looked WAY cute today, by the way) 
and now, 4 days off til I have to go back there.
Sister's bridal shower is tomorrow. Lots o' fun, eh? Well, at least there'll be some bourbon slush! BEST drink ever.
This coming Sat. will be her bachelorette party, that my other sis and I are planning. Woo-hoo!
Nothing else really going on here. Oh, @ work we're doing a "pool" for the Powerball Jackpot. I'm in. You know, now that I'm in, they won't win. If I didn't get in on it, they'd have won, and I'd have been kicking myself in the ass for years and years.
**edit** I've been thinking a lot about myself here tonight. A LOT. Like why I'm so set upon this crush @ work. I think its because I'm empty. I feel fucking empty. Fucking the last boyfriend I had was 4 years ago. My family isn't exactly the loving type. I come home from work yesterday and my brother starts telling me how fucking irritated he was to know that I CAME HOME. Just the fact that I was in the house annoyed him (he's an asshole) My best friend doesn't seem to have time for me. My other friends are too busy with their friends that hate me, or their boyfriends. I have a fucking gaping hole in my chest, I am empty.
I have no idea why I'm typing this, but I just have to get it out somewhere.
2 days in a row, I've psyched myself up to have a good quality conversation with my crush on the way out of work-and he's nowhere to be found while I'm making my way out of work.
SUCK. (and I looked WAY cute today, by the way)
and now, 4 days off til I have to go back there.
Sister's bridal shower is tomorrow. Lots o' fun, eh? Well, at least there'll be some bourbon slush! BEST drink ever.
This coming Sat. will be her bachelorette party, that my other sis and I are planning. Woo-hoo!
Nothing else really going on here. Oh, @ work we're doing a "pool" for the Powerball Jackpot. I'm in. You know, now that I'm in, they won't win. If I didn't get in on it, they'd have won, and I'd have been kicking myself in the ass for years and years.
**edit** I've been thinking a lot about myself here tonight. A LOT. Like why I'm so set upon this crush @ work. I think its because I'm empty. I feel fucking empty. Fucking the last boyfriend I had was 4 years ago. My family isn't exactly the loving type. I come home from work yesterday and my brother starts telling me how fucking irritated he was to know that I CAME HOME. Just the fact that I was in the house annoyed him (he's an asshole) My best friend doesn't seem to have time for me. My other friends are too busy with their friends that hate me, or their boyfriends. I have a fucking gaping hole in my chest, I am empty.
I have no idea why I'm typing this, but I just have to get it out somewhere.
and dont give me none of that shy crap...you'd have a shit ton of fun with us. trust me!!!