Wednesday sucked ass. It was Tony's only day off from work this week, and he had no time to see me. He really didn't make an effort to call or text me either. I moped all day. He hurt my feelings, especially when it seems like he tells me he wants to be with me, and then makes no effort to prove it.
I'm such...
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johnnysideburns:
I forwarded you an email from Matt about 4th Day Echo dates, maybe me and Wifey will see you out somewhere!!!
How's the Tony situation?
How's the Tony situation?
punknitemike:
why the blah? 
Thank goodness I'm off for the next 3 days....Unfortunately Tony has to work the next 2, his only day off this week is Wednesday. 
He needs the money, but that means that I can't see him, cause the wifey is back in town, and I have avoided his house since that one lovely day last week. He can't come over to my place after work...
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He needs the money, but that means that I can't see him, cause the wifey is back in town, and I have avoided his house since that one lovely day last week. He can't come over to my place after work... Read More
punknitemike:
i think you are thinking way too much into things! stop that or you'll NEVER be happy! you just gotta deal with whats going on & hope things get worked out?
what are your plans this weekend? thursday? friday? saturday?
what are your plans this weekend? thursday? friday? saturday?
7deuce:
his wife is in town so you can't see him?
i won't dispence the advice i would like to because i'm sure you've already heard it.
i won't dispence the advice i would like to because i'm sure you've already heard it.
I so needed that trip up to Columbus. SOOOO needed it. I had a blast, and I think Tony had a damn good time too. Time away from all the stress....
Tony and I left Cincinnati for Columbus yesterday so that we could hang out with Ginner and Matt for Ginner's birthday. We were running late because at 5 PM, work called Tony, telling him...
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Tony and I left Cincinnati for Columbus yesterday so that we could hang out with Ginner and Matt for Ginner's birthday. We were running late because at 5 PM, work called Tony, telling him...
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evy:
Yay for good weekends!
njguyperson:
Hey! Thanks for the well wishes! Sounds like things are going well for you too; glad to hear it! :-)
By the way, I'm all about the Bank of Kentucky... if they had one in the Metro NY area, I'd be all over it. My first credit card was from Sout Dakota, and it's still the only one I use (it's the oddest looking credit card I've ever seen).
:-)
By the way, I'm all about the Bank of Kentucky... if they had one in the Metro NY area, I'd be all over it. My first credit card was from Sout Dakota, and it's still the only one I use (it's the oddest looking credit card I've ever seen).
:-)
woohoo. I went an entire day with no calls or voicemails from her 
Tonight, I get to drive to Columbus and party with my friend for her birthday!!
We're going to the Oktoberfest up there. Good times, I'm sure! I definately need to just hang out and have a good time for a while.
Tonight, I get to drive to Columbus and party with my friend for her birthday!!
We're going to the Oktoberfest up there. Good times, I'm sure! I definately need to just hang out and have a good time for a while.
punknitemike:
woohoo for no phone calls from the psycho bitch!!!
im gonna be in columbus tommorrow for a sex toy party...woohoo for SG! but i hope you have a stress free weekend & actually have some fun...im sure you need it!
im gonna be in columbus tommorrow for a sex toy party...woohoo for SG! but i hope you have a stress free weekend & actually have some fun...im sure you need it!
Tuesday was my only day off. Didn't sleep well, cause the bitch kept leaving me voicemails. I only slept from like 10:30-3:30. Not bad, but not good. Once I found the 1st voicemail, I couldn't go back to sleep.
She called me a total of 4 times that day, didn't leave messages on the last 2 calls, I guess cause I didn't respond to the...
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She called me a total of 4 times that day, didn't leave messages on the last 2 calls, I guess cause I didn't respond to the...
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punknitemike:
geez...too much drama, i couldnt deal with all that. i dunno how you're doing it, but i commend ya for it! you are one strong ass chick!
so what was she saying with all the phonecalls / voicemails?
so what was she saying with all the phonecalls / voicemails?
LONG ASS ENTRY reguarding me and Tony's fucked up situation
**quick edit** I really needed to get some things out---I don't want this to seem all "poor me". I'm just emotionally fucked right now, and need a place to put it down and get it out of my head.
The shit hit the fan. You would think that I would have learned a lesson from...
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**quick edit** I really needed to get some things out---I don't want this to seem all "poor me". I'm just emotionally fucked right now, and need a place to put it down and get it out of my head.
The shit hit the fan. You would think that I would have learned a lesson from...
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evy:
Oh, honey, you are more than entitled to get that shit off your chest. Holding stuff like this in will only make you crazy. No "poor me" in sight.
As for my entry, it's all about sex, but the metaphor is so very interwoven that I think you probably would have had to been there to understand it all.
As for my entry, it's all about sex, but the metaphor is so very interwoven that I think you probably would have had to been there to understand it all.
johnnysideburns:
Hope everything is okay. If you need to talk you can call me or Wifey, you still have my number?
WOO-HOO!
it is official, Tony and I will be driving to Columbus on Friday, Sept. 30th, to hang out with my bestest friend "Ginner" on her birthday!! I'M SO EXCITED! I haven't gotten to hang out with her since she graduated in June. Can't wait to party! Plus, she's never met Tony, and I'm so excited for her to meet him. She says she has...
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it is official, Tony and I will be driving to Columbus on Friday, Sept. 30th, to hang out with my bestest friend "Ginner" on her birthday!! I'M SO EXCITED! I haven't gotten to hang out with her since she graduated in June.
Can't wait to party! Plus, she's never met Tony, and I'm so excited for her to meet him. She says she has... Read More
punknitemike:
you should stick around in columbus another day cause that saturday oct. 1st is Red Violet's sex toy party...a bunch of us SGers are gonna be there!
I am in a much better mood this morning than I was yesterday.
Work last night started off with me being in a really shitty mood, cause I didn't have a chance to talk to Tony. He kept walking by trying go get me to smile, and I just couldn't. I talked to my friend Lori about the situation a bit, and of course she...
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Work last night started off with me being in a really shitty mood, cause I didn't have a chance to talk to Tony. He kept walking by trying go get me to smile, and I just couldn't. I talked to my friend Lori about the situation a bit, and of course she...
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punknitemike:
glad to hear you worked things out...sounds like your boy is a keeper!
I can't help myself, I'm fucking crying my eyes out right now. I just got done writing Tony a letter, reguarding the way I feel about the situation with him. I swear, I love him so much it hurts. It hurts that I cause drama in his life. It hurts that I cause complications and confusion. It hurts that I always feel like "the other...
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I just got done writing Tony a letter, reguarding the way I feel about the situation with him. I swear, I love him so much it hurts. It hurts that I cause drama in his life. It hurts that I cause complications and confusion. It hurts that I always feel like "the other... Read More
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evy:
I'm sorry things are sticky right now, but I'm sure they will work themselves out.
In regards to my new tattoo: It's pretty and makes me happy. It's only my second and it was a birthday present to myself. I'll post pictures once it's all healed.
In regards to this mystery man: It's a friend and former/current/future/who knows fuck buddy of mine. At one point I had a crush on him and then it dicipated when he showed his one track-mindedness about sex towards me, but now he's backed off and we are going to a concert together and just cuddling on Saturday. In the past, this wouldn't have happened without the promise of sex and me paying for myself. He offered to pay without me asking! We talk about serious shit more than just sex now. It's weird, but I love it. We'll see what happens on Saturday. *shrugs* I'll post a picture here so you can see that he is totally my type. hehe. Though he takes really bad pics for some reason and never looks as fit as he actually is.
hmmm.
Enjoy!
In regards to my new tattoo: It's pretty and makes me happy. It's only my second and it was a birthday present to myself. I'll post pictures once it's all healed.
In regards to this mystery man: It's a friend and former/current/future/who knows fuck buddy of mine. At one point I had a crush on him and then it dicipated when he showed his one track-mindedness about sex towards me, but now he's backed off and we are going to a concert together and just cuddling on Saturday. In the past, this wouldn't have happened without the promise of sex and me paying for myself. He offered to pay without me asking! We talk about serious shit more than just sex now. It's weird, but I love it. We'll see what happens on Saturday. *shrugs* I'll post a picture here so you can see that he is totally my type. hehe. Though he takes really bad pics for some reason and never looks as fit as he actually is.
hmmm.
Enjoy!
punknitemike:
geez...dont worry too much about it, i mean shit happens! we all make mistakes! and whats his situation with his wife? is he gonna stay with you? i mean wouldnt it be nice to have him all to yourself without the wife in the picture? you'll be fine...im thinking of ya!
busy saturday at all? tattoo convention then im hitting up the gito gito huster show @ alchemize!
busy saturday at all? tattoo convention then im hitting up the gito gito huster show @ alchemize!
ok, lots of things going on lately.
Last Sunday, Liz quit working with me. Kinda made me happy, cause I didn't want to do all that driving, and she was so unhappy working there that all she did was bitch about it. So I can now keep my sanity.
To celebrate, Tony has been kidnapping me all damn week. He takes me home with him...
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Last Sunday, Liz quit working with me.
Kinda made me happy, cause I didn't want to do all that driving, and she was so unhappy working there that all she did was bitch about it. So I can now keep my sanity.
To celebrate, Tony has been kidnapping me all damn week.
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punknitemike:
sounds like things are going good for you...awesome to hear!
ill be in cincy next saturday for the tattoo convention, then for the gito gito hustler show @ alchemize if you are free!
ill be in cincy next saturday for the tattoo convention, then for the gito gito hustler show @ alchemize if you are free!
johnnysideburns:
Funny, we were at the Richwood Flea Market Sunday too!!! FOund some cds I've been looking for!!!
WOOOHOOO!
The idiot defacing company property and writing shit about my friend in the bathroom---FIRED! Hell YEAH! I'm ecstatic about that.
Last week, one of the cutters on my shift--FIRED! Hell YEAH! Guess who got to take his spot as cutter on my shift?!?! TONY! Hell yeah!
The only really crappy thing about Tony being on my shift?? I want to go home with him...
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The idiot defacing company property and writing shit about my friend in the bathroom---FIRED! Hell YEAH!
I'm ecstatic about that.
Last week, one of the cutters on my shift--FIRED! Hell YEAH! Guess who got to take his spot as cutter on my shift?!?! TONY! Hell yeah!
The only really crappy thing about Tony being on my shift?? I want to go home with him...
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johnnysideburns:
So has the car broken down yet?!!!
johnnysideburns:
Where you at, girl?!
Saturday night, Sept 17th, Staus Haus, Covington, friends band playing-Matt's last night with them!!! What's up?!
Saturday night, Sept 17th, Staus Haus, Covington, friends band playing-Matt's last night with them!!! What's up?!