pinke

my face is swollen
i admit i hate crying even though i do it so damn well
my mom wants to kick me out for the pathetic reason that i got my lip pierced (like ethel suicide)
i used to have almost all my face pierced & one fucking piercing and a bomb explodes!
i know she's sick of me...but i can promise you i have never done nothing bad to her for her to b this way towards me
i think she recents me since i "was her baby" and i've let her down
1)cuz i'm gay
2)cuz i didn't graduate
3)cuz i tattoed my body
4)cuz i'm biopolar
yet she has my oldest sister here my sister is 25 yrs old she has 3 kids and has been a biitch to my mom all her life she uses my mom and has even hit my mom once and yet she keeps her here she talks shit to her but she keeps her here....we all live in a 2 bdrm house we are so uncomfortable i no longer have my own room cuz my sister got preggo last year and decided to move back in...like she always does!!!
but whatever point is i'm the bad one.....
sorry for blabbing so much i just had to let iit out someway!=/