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Death needs to find someone else

more difficult news my best friends little sister which is like my sister too cuz we've all known each other since we were born lol but um...yeah she over dosed on her sisters depression pills... she didn't die cuz i was taking care of her by giving her alot of milk it was very scary cuz she was starting to c things and she said she saw her dead daddy!!! she only wanted to be with me and when the ambulanced picked her up she was screaming for me to help her i couldn't help her!! i've always known she was screaming out for help but i couldn't cuz i was so caught up in my depression shes been there when i was in mental hospitals!! i just never thought the tables would switch and it'd be me seeing her there it hurts so much more cuz she's like my baby i wish i could take all her pain away but i as weak as the next !!!

here she is with our friendship ring i know we r so cheesey lol