ok everyone...i guess im due for a journal update so here it is i guess...i just had a huge fight with my family over me falling for a certain someone. they dont think its good for me righ now. they think my life is too "unstable" for a relationship...so i told my mother to "FUCK OFF!" than my dad got all pissed and shit hit the fan. ive never asked them for a damn thing my whole fucking life they think im gonna do what they say? i havnt been living there since i was fucking 16! GRRRRRRR ive never asked them for help, money, or anything and all the sudden they think they know what best for MY life? the life I built? who the fuck do they think they are? god im sooo fucking pissed! my parents wont even come over to my apt for dinner but they will go to my sisters who married some guy just because she couldnt make it on here own and asks them for money every fucking month! i just dont get it....i even paid for college myself...they offered to pay for my sister and she turned them down and didnt even go!...ok now thats fucked up enough but now they want to tell me how to run my own life...fuck all this bullshit and fuck them too! 
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I really don't understand how they can treat you so much differently. Parents are always such contradictions but in the end it's really your choice to make, they're just there to hand out suggestions and at this point they can't do anything to control you. That doesn't stop them from making you feel badly though which sucks. But just know that I truly love you, much more than you know since I've never let those words out of my mouth for you to really hear. But we both know how sad we'd be if this ended now and that's all that matters! *kisses* I love you!!
I really don't understand how they can treat you so much differently. Parents are always such contradictions but in the end it's really your choice to make, they're just there to hand out suggestions and at this point they can't do anything to control you. That doesn't stop them from making you feel badly though which sucks. But just know that I truly love you, much more than you know since I've never let those words out of my mouth for you to really hear. But we both know how sad we'd be if this ended now and that's all that matters! *kisses* I love you!!