I seriously need more women in my life.
I'm not talking like, to date(although that would be spectacular). It's just like... after this whole depression thing subsided, all I do is sit at home, alone, the only real interaction I have is my friend mike, who, while meaning well, is comp[letely neurotic and ends up just pissing me off because he's so fucking stupid sometimes.
When I hit my downward spiral, I basically stopped talking to everyone. I holed up in my apartment, going days and days without leaving. When I did leave the house, everyone saw me as being generally happy and cheerful, but that's because I'm a really good actor. All I wanted was to retreat back to my house where I could sleep for 22 hours at a time undisturbed. Everyone pretty much gave up on me.
So here I am, the product of 9 some-odd listyless months later, somewhat more sane, but utterly friendless, staring at a phone that never rings.
I'm not talking like, to date(although that would be spectacular). It's just like... after this whole depression thing subsided, all I do is sit at home, alone, the only real interaction I have is my friend mike, who, while meaning well, is comp[letely neurotic and ends up just pissing me off because he's so fucking stupid sometimes.
When I hit my downward spiral, I basically stopped talking to everyone. I holed up in my apartment, going days and days without leaving. When I did leave the house, everyone saw me as being generally happy and cheerful, but that's because I'm a really good actor. All I wanted was to retreat back to my house where I could sleep for 22 hours at a time undisturbed. Everyone pretty much gave up on me.
So here I am, the product of 9 some-odd listyless months later, somewhat more sane, but utterly friendless, staring at a phone that never rings.
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You wear very fancy pretty glasses. I appreciate that.