it's a snow day, everything is shut down, so no autocad work for me 
. But what to do?
I got these Glam Ass plugs from BMEshop the other day, so I'm spending my off time tape stretching my ears again. I never should have let them shrink down.
While on that subject, 5 years ago I tried to kick the mod habit and took out every facial/body piercing I had, let my big-ass ears shrink, and grew my hair out, making a game attempt at being 'normal' in an effort to 'fit in'. It was a total pipedream, I can't believe I was that stupid as to expect myself to suddenly change overnight. When I wasn't trying desperately to ignore it, I was fantisizing about it, dreaming about it.
5 years later I can safely say that I know myself a whole lot better, and I'm no longer ashamed to be different, or feel the things that I feel. Since I started getting work done again, I'm beginnning to feel alot more whole. With the near completion of my forearm sleave and the approaching full body concept, I'm that much closer to my 'ideal self'. I'm kinda rambling here, but it's all good.
I can sit on my ass and play WoW all day, never getting out of my PJ's while my angry earlobes throb at me. hooray for snow days!
. But what to do?
I got these Glam Ass plugs from BMEshop the other day, so I'm spending my off time tape stretching my ears again. I never should have let them shrink down.
While on that subject, 5 years ago I tried to kick the mod habit and took out every facial/body piercing I had, let my big-ass ears shrink, and grew my hair out, making a game attempt at being 'normal' in an effort to 'fit in'. It was a total pipedream, I can't believe I was that stupid as to expect myself to suddenly change overnight. When I wasn't trying desperately to ignore it, I was fantisizing about it, dreaming about it.
5 years later I can safely say that I know myself a whole lot better, and I'm no longer ashamed to be different, or feel the things that I feel. Since I started getting work done again, I'm beginnning to feel alot more whole. With the near completion of my forearm sleave and the approaching full body concept, I'm that much closer to my 'ideal self'. I'm kinda rambling here, but it's all good.
I can sit on my ass and play WoW all day, never getting out of my PJ's while my angry earlobes throb at me. hooray for snow days!
my walk to work this morning was a nasty wintery sludege fest.
my girlfriend has been stretching her ears for a while, if they start bleed i get totally freaked out. she thinks thats hilarious.
i've somehow avoided getting piercings and tattoos. not that i dont like them or anything
its funny cause my girl and i are addicted to tv shows about tattoos like Miami Ink and Inked
weird.