Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

piningshaft

Member Since 2002

Followers 34 Following 18

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Friday Feb 21, 2003

Feb 21, 2003
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
In a fit of late night insanity I almost bought a ticket to Rio for Carnaval. They're only $420! A ticket to New Orleans costs $200. And since life in Brazil is so much cheaper I bet the total cost is almost the same.

Why go to Mardi Gras when you can go to Carnaval for the same price?

But alas, I didn't buy the ticket. Instead, inspired by Joyrider and Sabine, I ordered half a gram of 5-MeO-DIPT from jmarchemical.com. I'm in the mood to use my body as a test subject for research chemicals. Maybe I too can feel like I'm shooting a 50 foot wide, white hot laser beam out of my cock when I have an orgasm?

Speaking of chemicals that start with the number 5, I've started taking a daily dose of 5-HTP to see if it will keep me from getting depressed. 5-HTP is converted by our bodies into serotonin, the chemical in our brains that affects our mood.

The theory is that maybe my depression is partially caused by low serotonin levels so if I eat the 5-HTP I'll have more serotonin and won't get depressed.

Not sure how well it's working so far. I haven't gotten depressed since I started taking it, but I also haven't gone for 2 weeks without sunlight since I started taking it either. (sometimes I sleep from 8am to 5pm) And I've been a lot more active recently than I used to be. Going to the gym and such. So who knows.
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
maxx:
Happy Birthday

Are you still alive?
Apr 8, 2003
swingkitten:
Kissy smileys for you too, oh yessss.

:-D
Apr 11, 2003

More Blogs

  • 12.31.02
    5

    Tuesday Dec 31, 2002

    too much thought not enough action
  • 12.01.02
    23

    Monday Dec 02, 2002

    hi. i bet no one's even reading this since i haven't been active on t…
  • 10.19.02
    13

    Saturday Oct 19, 2002

    i'm on an upward spiral. and i like it. i haven't been home or cha…
  • 10.07.02
    8

    Tuesday Oct 08, 2002

    i am: a kind, unstable, adventurous boy. a borderline autistic, hardc…
  • 10.03.02
    5

    Friday Oct 04, 2002

    the girl i stayed with in portland gave me a fedora. so now i'm a ha…
  • 09.24.02
    8

    Tuesday Sep 24, 2002

    never get into a spitting match with a camel.
  • 09.19.02
    6

    Friday Sep 20, 2002

    I walked into the bar with her and a few others for the birthday part…
  • 09.10.02
    9

    Tuesday Sep 10, 2002

    The 7 or 10 people who've told me how cool my hair is this past week …
  • 09.08.02
    4

    Sunday Sep 08, 2002

    …
  • 09.06.02
    1

    Friday Sep 06, 2002

    honeys, i'm home... my trip to burning man got off to a bad start …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
0
months
11
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,610 SuicideGirls
  • 0 followers
  • 14,976,612 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,525,972 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo