hi. i bet no one's even reading this since i haven't been active on the site for almost 2 months, i just stopped in quickly to say that i miss you (yes you) and i'll be back soon!
i'm in los angeles now trying to figure out how to get back to san francisco. i might be able to leave tomorrow or i might still be here a week from now.
it's funny that the last thing i wrote in my journal was "i'm on an upward spiral" because just after that i went down really hard for a couple of weeks. but for the past month things actually have been getting better and better. it turns out that i, like digdug, have sleep apnea and most of the problems in my life are directly or indirectly caused by it, including my endless cycles of depression and apathy.
i'm finally about to get treatment after months of being fucked over by my health care provider. i can't wait. i've had this problem since i was a teenager and it's slowly gotten worse over the years. getting treatment will probably be a life changing experience.
i'm in los angeles now trying to figure out how to get back to san francisco. i might be able to leave tomorrow or i might still be here a week from now.
it's funny that the last thing i wrote in my journal was "i'm on an upward spiral" because just after that i went down really hard for a couple of weeks. but for the past month things actually have been getting better and better. it turns out that i, like digdug, have sleep apnea and most of the problems in my life are directly or indirectly caused by it, including my endless cycles of depression and apathy.
i'm finally about to get treatment after months of being fucked over by my health care provider. i can't wait. i've had this problem since i was a teenager and it's slowly gotten worse over the years. getting treatment will probably be a life changing experience.
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I hate the CPAP so far