piningshaft

just rolled a cigarette. nicotine buzzzzz.

living in los angeles now. not sure for how long, maybe a few weeks. tried to go to the sgla group to see what's going on down here and noticed i'm not a member anymore. i wonder if that Maxximoo character kicked me out. you can't trust these la people.

is la warm and sunny and awesome or is it hell on earth? i can't decide. maybe it's both. minimalls make my skin crawl. the suburbs extend into infinity.

i started feeling really moody yesterday and then remembered that i stopped taking the prozac i had been taking for the previous 5 days. my friend takes it so i took some just to try it out. i feel more stable today. brain chemistry is such a strange thing.

mexico was great. the sun, the lack of anything to stress out about, the friends, it all fixed my brain up rather nicely. i have to move. my house sucks and makes me depressed. i'm just not sure whether to stay in san francisco or not. i guess i'll just go wherever i can find a job....

i really need a new profile photo.