pinhead66

haHA! I like this pic!

My dorky best.

Geesh...

Um...

I don't have much of anything else to say except the caffeine hasn't taken effect....

oh yeah

and



....eat it

I feel more focussed and less upset or distressed today. It might be because I have found a place to live. It might also be because I have found a sense of emotional closure in a big part of my life. I can't get too much into what I am speaking of because there is alot of stuff I found out yesterday that is too...
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So

I went and saw two apartments today. The first one was a Studio in North Hollywood. It looked to be enough space for me. The landlord told me she wanted 1000.00 for security deposit, plus 250.00 for pet deposit, plus 770.00 as first months rent...all together, before I would even move in.

So I said...buh....bye.

Next place I looked at was in Van Nuys....
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OK...so at least I got rid of that other picture. I like this one a tiny bit more, but that's just fine as well. Damn darkness in my room made this pic make me look like an evil lepracahn.

(note to self: look up correct spelling of that word)

After all this, all I can really do is smile because I don't think I have the effort or the strength to use my muscles in my face to frown or be angry anymore.

I still can't stand that damn picture to the left!

The Employment Development Department isn't developing shit for me besides a massive headache and a feeling of financial helplessness.

Happy Fucking New Year!

Why is it she still hangs out with him after all the times he has treated her like shit?

I don't understand the way she thinks. It's very frustrating.

Why is it I can't seem to find a better picture of me on this computer to put on my profile here?

Damn...

Anyway, glad the holidays are pretty much over. I'm looking forward to next year. Can't wait to get this production company shit going. Still involved in rewrites with my script. On top of this, I am going back to work for Jewtopia...
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So

Ahem...

Who's up for giving me a quick hj?

Blasphemy!

Um...I just wanted to yell that for some reason.

I could take so much time and type a bunch of shit about my manager being a prick and such, but I gots me a headache.

LucidApathy likes the taint!

That's about all I got to contribute.