pinhead66

Recently got back from Vegas and had an awesome time. Yes, I did indeed go with Sarah. We had this trip planned for a long time and after the bullshit, I was just like fuck it, let's go. It's kind of weird, after all this bullshit went down, I have been happier like a weight was lifted. She has been more honest with everyone which is kind of weird. But I guess it isn't weird. I dunno, we get along better now that we are not together. The fact that she stopped drinking and realized that what the doctor said about her dying if she doesn't stop drinking, smoking, and living the way she has been has also helped make her a better person. Well...I do have hopes that she will put to rest the demons and problems from her past to make her happier and able to deal with the present and make better plans for the future.

I can't help the fact that I am such a forgiving person and care. It's how I am. It's in my nature. I tend to recognize the disease and still know that the person is good deep down. Some may disagree with that but that's some people and not me.

But yes, I had a great time despite the really biting harsh email I got from Calvin before I left. Calvin is one of those people who shuts the door on anyone who does him wrong. But he is being hypocritical because he has done the same shit in his past that was done to me recently and he is judging her for what she did and not remembering the shit he did. If I was to really write people off like that, then in turn he would have been out of my life a long time ago. So I hope the email I wrote him wakes him up to that.

Anyway, time to get back to work.

Oh...and by the way, it's nice going to Vegas while not having to pay for a single thing. I even got to see Mystere which was amazing.

And I'm out, bitches!