pinecrest

Im home, in miami. The camp job just didnt work out, because i was unhappy and i quit. Now im in miami, and im soo fucking bored. Im preparing myself for college.. what is prep? Me attempting to lose 20 pounds. Ugh.. misery.. Its hard to love yourself (big or small) if it feels like the worlds not with you. I have never been this heavy in my life.. and i guess its true.. that society is just unkind to overweight people.. its seriously rediculous.. im not a differnet person then i used to be when i was 135 pounds. W/e its for my health la chiam