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Well i came across a profile of my old best friend.
Now this is going to be a long story so bear with me.

Here and i were best friends for ever, We met at a concert and relized we both loved the smashing pumpkins. This sparked a friendship right away. Although she lived 3 hours away from me... we were the best of friends....
anyways let me get to the bad part

After being best friends forever and never getting to ever see the pumpkins. Billy Corgan books a tour date in the summer in july i believe it was. We were over joyed about this. This is where i met 'the boy'. He was beautiful. Had stunning eyes.
I knew i had to see him again. So even after she told me not to...i still did. The asshole ends up calling her after what i believe was the worst date of my life... and then BAM the friendship was over. I tried... i tried so much for her to forgive me. Nothing worked.

She was my best friend. Now im in a shit mood cause i came across her profile.
I wish i knew what to do. I tried contacting her last month...she said we'd grown apart. She didnt know what to talk to me about cause so much had happened in her life
I miss her. I feel so alone
~Trixie....
"I'd share with you could i only speak. Just how much this hurts me" AFI