pinball

board, board, board, its sad to think that when we are board our thoughts wonder to the far ends of our mind, i cant believe the shit i still have stored in my memory, things i should have forgot, constant agony, parel, things of minut detail that in reality have no meaning what so ever. Why is it that we always hold on to these things, not letting the past go, or maby we have just fucked up one to many times to the point that we cant let go. I dont have the answers i just thought maybe just maybe we can let ourselves go just for a second and be vulnerable to whomever wants to get in if not just for a second. I know none of you will read this, but thats ok because i dont expect you to.