Hey everyone!!
I know i'm a little late to write my resolutions here, but it's nice to remember what i promissed and what i wanted to this brand new year so i could hang on and follow the goals
As i've mentioned over last couple months, i'm in a deep depression and i'm trying to heal myself with good habits, staying busy and good vibes
I'm always doing a list of resolutions every year, but this year i promissed i'll not press myself, cause all that pressure i put on myself made me anxious.
I did a list of little things that will make me feel better:
1- Drink more water- I wrote motivation sentences in a 2l bottle and every hour i drink, i read it. The water feel more tasteful with a lot of love and good thoughts in it.
2- Back to writing- i used to write in my younger years since i'm a teenager, but all the sickness in the world made me stop 😕 i feel less creative and this year i'll try to make a blog where i can put some of my pictures and write beautiful texts or just thoughts
3 - Excercise more - i'm doing some indoor excercises and trying to focus more in the law of attraction and how quantum physics can change my life. I'm feeling better already
4- BECOME A SUICIDE GIRL, HAVE A SET OF THE DAY - Cause i deserve it, i'm here since 2015, i have seven beautiful sets and a couple more coming soon and i never saw a curvy brazilian Suicide Girl like me.
i want to represent the fierce curves of the world!!
5- GET A JOB - i want to moving out, i need to start a new life and i really want to go to São Paulo and work in the big city, or moving to another country and start an amazing different life
6 - Read More - I love to read and my depression made me a lazy bitch, so this year i already read three books. I read two Neville Goddart books and one of Cristina Cairo about obesity and limiting beliefs. I'm also studying english by myself. Felling awesome!!
7 - Start a carrer of fashion modeling - I already wanted to stop the nudity and just keep it to Suicide Girls. This year i wanted to start a carrer in a plus size fashion world and start to work with brand name clothing.
8 - Loose some weight - Well i love my body, i love who i'm but i want to feel more helthier. So i think loose some weight will make me feel better in some activities.
9 - Travel More - I want to leave the country for the first time, and have different experiences along my travel (my sagittarius moon claims that!)
10 - Have positive thoughts - i used to be pessimist and this doesn't help me at all, i'm always thinking i'm not enough, my sets are ugly and i can't be loved. So this year i want to change myself completely, and try to give life another happier version of me. Who knows life will treat me better, huh?
That's it, i think it's a good list to start over.
I can count on you to help me ?
Thank you @missy and @rambo for this subject :)
Xoxo
Pepper
