I did some pictures for a brand of lingerie (really awesome, actually) called "description lingerie".
Unfortunelly i was very attacked about my body, butt, celulite, buterfly tattoo, and everything about me in the page of the brand.
I have the prints, but its in portuguese, so i'm Just writting here.
Things like:
*grosse*
*grosse emoji*
*laughs*
*tagging people and laughing*
*can u use a model with a small butt?*
*look ~insert the name of a person~ Your butt when you're older *
*omg, its ridiculous*
*i can see her uterus*
*you're Just passing shame with this model*
*no one is forced to like this*
*ewww*
*her body its ridiculous*
*does anybody like this?*
*anybody thinks her pretty?*
*she's really a model?*
*stop it, its ridiculous*
*if u post it u need to handle the comments*
*fuck fat*
*grosse fat*
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Oh today, all the day long all that i read is fatphobia, so much hate, mockery...Just because i'm not afraid of being What i'm, only because i'm a fat girl doing What a standard girl do.
This is the only reason that i'm a model. Cause all my life i read and listen things like this, i suffered, i thought any guy could like me, i never believed when someone complimented me or said that they want to stay with me. I never was choosed for something, or dated, or invited to a movie. I really dont believed my potencial. I get used to this, u know? But its healthy get used to something like this? I Guess not. So i built a fortress on me, i dont like how i look, but i really know who i'm from inside, i really love my courage and strenght and to being alone, rejected i started to know me better, to love myself, to love my attitude! When i'm 50% healed from everything i tought i need to help the other girls like me! One day i had a invitation to become a model and do a photoshoot, so i did. The girls started to follow me, compliment, say "thank u, u are a inspiration to me", "today i buyed my first pair of shorts, because of ur pics"
"Today i didn't hurted me, cause i found ur instagram "
This is totaly gasoline to me!
But when u fight to something, inner and out, and see things like saw today. OMG, u feel like trash. The worst: the most of commets came from girls.
if i think of give up? Oh all the time! Including today.
But if i give up another girls will be bullied, i never will put the standards down.
I Just want to rub my big ass in the face of the biased
Everyone who said that i can't, will kiss my ass one day.
So today, i want say thanks to my friends who have been defending me! This is love, this is big ❤
And i want to make a toast today, to my big butt, to my big guts, to my strenght!!!
SG land i love u!
In 4 days i'll have a pretty set on MR, so i guess i see u soon 💕
(Sorry bout my english)
Xo
Pimenta 🌶
