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I hate feeling like I cant tell someone something... I hate feeling like I don't matter to people that matter to me... I hate feeling abandoned... I hate feeling that all I am to someone is a guy on the net or imaginary so they can just turn off their computer or close their eyes and I go away... I hate feeling someone is ashamed of me... I hate being worried about people I care about...I hate feeling people are lying to me or keeping things from me... I hate when people avoid me... I hate being ignored especially when I have something important to say... I hate being in love with someone that doesn't love me back or can't tell me they love me... I hate being talked down to... I hate when people don't take my feelings into consideration... I hate giving my all to someone and getting nothing in return... I hate when I can confide my deepest and darkest to someone and they can't tell me anything...

no one likes these things... no one wants someone to do these to them... I've had every single one of those done to me... and I'm sure I've done them to other people...

I'm really not in that bad of a mood ... I just started thinking of what I don't like when it comes ot human interaction.. that came to mind...

Going to see Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy

Then over to a prof's house for a end of the year party

THEN... suppose to go to a frat house with friends... we'll see.... we'll see...