Sitting in the lobby of the hotel here in Charleston. It's been a very emotionally charged weekend... and I wish I was home right now.
The funeral was nice...not many people came but it was so last minute we weren't expecting many... the servive was REALLY short... and I helped fill in the grave... which was a first for me. I stood in front of my grandfather and gradnmother's grave for 10-20 minutes. I just stood there and thought...
I nearly started to cry... I stopped myself... but it was close... I probably have just done it... but sometimes when I start I can't stop.. so I just dealt with everything.
Heh I kept forgetting to take my meds.... I got sad... and then worried.... and then thought too much.. and then made myself sick... haha which my meds stops from happening...
I'm a nutcase... what can I say...
*sighs* I really wish I was sitting in my room... I'd be much happier right now... :/
The funeral was nice...not many people came but it was so last minute we weren't expecting many... the servive was REALLY short... and I helped fill in the grave... which was a first for me. I stood in front of my grandfather and gradnmother's grave for 10-20 minutes. I just stood there and thought...
I nearly started to cry... I stopped myself... but it was close... I probably have just done it... but sometimes when I start I can't stop.. so I just dealt with everything.
Heh I kept forgetting to take my meds.... I got sad... and then worried.... and then thought too much.. and then made myself sick... haha which my meds stops from happening...
I'm a nutcase... what can I say...
*sighs* I really wish I was sitting in my room... I'd be much happier right now... :/
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porcelainheart:
you need yer own mp3 player.
porcelainheart:
then that's your own fault!