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So yeah... my ex g/f that I dated for about 2.5 years calls me and says she wants to give me something... she comes over and drops off a piece of paper showing that she actually bought a movie she said she would buy be right before we broke up about a year ago. Well... that's odd and all but I can understand since we're still kinda friends. But then something even stranger happens last night...

So I'm waiting for Dey to get back in the net (which she didn't... which means she fell asleep)... and someone I haven't talked to in 2 years IMs me... it's my ex g/f from high school...

Now I'm rather weirded out by this point because I didn't even know she was alive (well I assumed she was but she had not tried to contact me for a long time). So yeah... this is the girl that almost changed my life... so for a very long time I couldn't even talk to her because it hurt too much. So basically... we talk back and forth.... her asking questions about my life.. and me asking things about her's. Then I realized she has NO effect on me anymore.. which thrilled me... because that means I finally feel stronger about someone else than her. Actually I can honestly say that I have no feelings for her anymore. heh this wasn't a real surprise... but it was the first time I've thought about it since Dey and I had been talking.

Then the conversation turned kinda.... well strange. We started talking about her little girl. Now to give you a little back-story... my ex got pregnant about a month after we last saw each other. But she calls me and tells me she's pregnant.... NOT telling me it wasn't mine... so I'm freaking out... I had a g/f at the time (the girl I dated for 2.5 years)... and she didn't take that all very well. heh so for about 3 days I was about pull my hair our thinking I was a father... then I called back my ex... and asked if it was mine... and she was shocked because she thought it was obvious it wasn't.

heh but you see... how can it be obvious if one of the 1st things she says to me is "I hope it's not your's"... She never really thought things through. But yeah... so this girl IMs me... 2 years after not speaking to me...

So the conversation moves to her little girl... and how she was. Then it magically moved into how I didn't see very happy that there was a chance she was mine when I 1st found out. Don't ask me how it moved there... because I didn't say anything...

So yeah... I had to remind my ex that no one would be ecstatic if their life was about to change like that... and if her little girl was mine.. .I would have been there for her.. more than the biological father is now.... and how she never gave me a change to even think about the idea of her little girl being mine.. and then I mentioned how stupid this conversation was since it wasn't my child... At this point I became quite disturbed. So I ended the conversation...

Haha so yeah... it was a weird conversation.


But in more positive new.. .I played matchmaker... let's see if I'm any good at it... haha luckily the people I "hooked up" don't really read my journal.

well... more later I guess,,,