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pillasco

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Thursday Apr 29, 2004

Apr 29, 2004
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So... if I make a 97 on my calc final... a high A on my diffy q final... and 96 on my o-chem final.... and a 100 on my modern philosophy final... I make all As... hahahahahahahahaha... *looks at what grades he needs* hahahaha!!!!... yeah right... so I'm making all Bs basically.. fuck.. oh well.. I always have next year. I have a very strong feeling I'm going to have to wait another year before I can go to medical school.

My GPA just isn't where it needs to be. I make decent grades... but just too many Bs... I take the MCAT in August. So we'll see how I do. I am also going to take the GRE to see if I want to get my master or PhD... I don't want to do research the rest of my life, though. I like working with people.. especially kids. I also HATE writing... and researchers usually have to publish shit to get any money.

There is nothing wrong with being a teacher really... I wouldn't mind that. Sometimes I have problems conveying my thoughts really well. I'll have to work on that if that's what I want to do. I don't think I'd teach on the high school level. I'd wanna smack some punkass kid.

I also have been thinking about joining in Air Force or something,.. my dad did it for 26 yrs. I'm not really military material... but I think there is something to the idea of serving ones country. Israeli's do it.. a lot of European countries do it... even if the people don't agree with the government or their politics. People serve b/c it's the thing to do. I could be a science officer in the Air Force... or something like that. I have a background in physics, biology, chemistry... neuroscience... math.. I'm pretty well balanced in science. I'm not specialized in anything... don't have a lot of skills.

That is a major problem to me... I've gone to school for 3 yrs.. and the only thing I've really learned is how to read science articles.. and understand them. I can also write a little better than I used to be able to. *shrug* But I can't really do anything that would be really useful in the workforce. I need to learn a trade of some sort. I suppose I have skills but I had them before I started paying an assload of money to go to school. Oh well

So there is this girl on my campus... who's trying to get really close to me.. it's funny b/c she'll come in my room and look around.. and not have a real reason to be here... and she'll make some lame excuse about why she's here. I think it's sad.. and funny... I kinda just want her to admit she likes me so I can tell her thanks but no thanks (in a much nicer way of course). I already have someone I'm talking to... heh but I don't want to make her feel stupid.. so I keep my mouth shut for now.

My fucking neighbor keeps slamming shit.. if he does it again I'm gonna yell at his ass. Oh well.... sleepy time Thanks to everyone that wished Dey happy birthday.. she really was thankful.
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porcelainheart:
STOP MOOOOOING IN MY JOURNAL...

ppffttttt..
May 1, 2004
dayglow:
You dont HAVE to decide anything right now. You can sit on your ass all day, be an alcoholic, be a doctor, join the circus, get a sugar mama, or become a starving artist. You see? This is fucking America we can do whatever the hell we want. Have you ever seen the movie "Barfly"? That movie illustrates the point I am trying to convey.
May 3, 2004

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