pillasco

Well.. I am taking the somewhat pussy way out of telling the girl I like about my feelings for her. I'm e-mailing her out of fear I'll never tell her. She has a b/f and is back home.. and I am pretty sure she doesn't feel the same way about me that I feel about her. So.. I'm going up against unrequited feelings, her b/f, and distance... I'm a retard, I believe.. yup... a retard. Oh well.. what's a retard to do.. eh?