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a few thoughts:
* wherever you go, you are.
* i am physically stronger and mentally weaker than i had previously thought. or maybe it's the other way around.
* coping is the tragedy.
* i've been attacked by a heart. and it was my own.
"Remember you must die." - Muriel Spark
"Remember you must live." - Ali Smith
* wherever you go, you are.
* i am physically stronger and mentally weaker than i had previously thought. or maybe it's the other way around.
* coping is the tragedy.
* i've been attacked by a heart. and it was my own.
"Remember you must die." - Muriel Spark
"Remember you must live." - Ali Smith
nanomaton:
Are you back to your crazy schedule of school and work again? Or has anything changed since the Fall?
My weekend was alright. I spent a lot of it working on a website for a friend, and the rest pretty well eating and hanging out at home. Although I did go to Fressen for supper on Friday, and then out with some friends on Saturday night.
My weekend was alright. I spent a lot of it working on a website for a friend, and the rest pretty well eating and hanging out at home. Although I did go to Fressen for supper on Friday, and then out with some friends on Saturday night.
steve_huge:
a few replies...
*wherever i go i rarely want to be...
* physically i dont care weak or strong, its not that important, mentally i'll never be as strong as i want to be
*coping is necessity, the situation was the tragedy
*i was attacked by someone elses heart, i was ambushed by my own during the retreat
but through all that i keep smiling
its whats important...
and if i'm not... theres always all the people on here
never met a nicer bunch of people
*wherever i go i rarely want to be...
* physically i dont care weak or strong, its not that important, mentally i'll never be as strong as i want to be
*coping is necessity, the situation was the tragedy
*i was attacked by someone elses heart, i was ambushed by my own during the retreat
but through all that i keep smiling
its whats important...
and if i'm not... theres always all the people on here
never met a nicer bunch of people
as you all know, i work the night shift. frankly it's too much time spent alone and awake. so i write. last night, i wrote this. i don't know what it is, though it seems rather like a salilaquoi of some sort. now if i could only develop it into some coherent narrative...
nowadays time seeps through all the cracks before you notice it gone....
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eurisko:
i work nights too, its miserable.
nanomaton:
Yeah, I've been considering taking it out for a while, but I just didn't bother.
It's weird, because I thought I would miss it. But I actually keep forgetting that it's gone. I guess it wasn't that big of a deal one way or the other afterall!
How was your weekend?
It's weird, because I thought I would miss it. But I actually keep forgetting that it's gone. I guess it wasn't that big of a deal one way or the other afterall!
How was your weekend?
i'm bored and waiting and there's nothing i hate more than waiting or waiting to not be bored.
so i will annoy you all with a fill-in survey thing. if you want to know things about me, you'll read it. if you don't, meh.
1. Whats your name?
some of you know, others don't. i kind of like that. ask and ye shall receive.
2.What...
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so i will annoy you all with a fill-in survey thing. if you want to know things about me, you'll read it. if you don't, meh.
1. Whats your name?
some of you know, others don't. i kind of like that. ask and ye shall receive.
2.What...
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starguitar:
I filled it out too.
starguitar:
Yeah, well, somethings depend on the situation, of course.
it is now time for a brief picture-filled summary of the sleaze that was nye '05. some of the details are still fuzzy, others remain hidden. some are so sketchy i'm not sure if they happened if i dreamed it. i briefly remember (perhaps) biting my tongue ring and breaking off a bit of my tooth. then, i recall removing the broken bit of tooth...
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nanomaton:
Wow.. that was quite an adventure!
I wish I had a comparable story, but I pretty well just wen to a friend's friend's house (double friend on purpose) and took up space on the couch, and chatted with the various people who sat around me. Although there was a really cute girl who had a definite 'nerdy girl' thing going for her that sat next to me for a while.. That was probably the highlight. Sad huh? 
It was a good night though.. and all I had to drink was a couple mouthfulls of champagne (from the bottle of course) that people offered at midnight, so I felt lurvly the next day still.
I wish I had a comparable story, but I pretty well just wen to a friend's friend's house (double friend on purpose) and took up space on the couch, and chatted with the various people who sat around me.
Although there was a really cute girl who had a definite 'nerdy girl' thing going for her that sat next to me for a while.. That was probably the highlight. Sad huh?
It was a good night though.. and all I had to drink was a couple mouthfulls of champagne (from the bottle of course) that people offered at midnight, so I felt lurvly the next day still.
posh:
i'm not too fond of the amount of bands they have on the show. tonight it seemed like modest mouse sponsored the show. three songs? really.
i would so love to shoot you. but i've wanted to do that since i got into photography. you're soooo beautiful.
i would so love to shoot you. but i've wanted to do that since i got into photography. you're soooo beautiful.
happy new year.
2005 is the year of the cock. my year, motherfuckers.
last night was great. too much to tell. too hung over to tell it.
perhaps i'll do it with pictures once i'm back in TO.
2005 is the year of the cock. my year, motherfuckers.
last night was great. too much to tell. too hung over to tell it.
perhaps i'll do it with pictures once i'm back in TO.
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manko:
haaaahhaaha, you sweet-talked me into the bed now, so c'mere now and finish your job.
btener11:
please add me as a friend, still have only one and im lonely 
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gardimus:
I like pictures of trees.
my friends (with the exception of HugsyGirl whom i adore beyond all reasonable amounts of adoration) are such cunts. why can't they get off their fences and just decide what the hell they want to do for new year's eve already? who cares? it's always ultra-anti-climatic anyway. no matter what plans you make, it usually sucks. i just want to know what i'm doing. otherwise...
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starguitar:
I'd totally spend new year's eve with you if i could. Even though i don't do coke. But I'd be up for the rest of it.
nanomaton:
This reminded me of a past post of yours. Awesome zine/site also. I want to get involved. There's other walking around related articles listed on the main page too. Check it out.
New Year's Eve is for suckers. I don't bother unless good plans fall into my lap. Too much stress for too little fun.
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New Year's Eve is for suckers. I don't bother unless good plans fall into my lap. Too much stress for too little fun.
[Edited on Dec 27, 2004 8:50PM]
hmm. i received the news that the stars show was not well-received by some critic. i suppose i was too caught up in my moment of ecstacy to actually recognize that they sucked? hah. i whole-heartedly disagree with whoever this critic is (i'm too lazy to look it up, quite frankly, i've had a hell of a day). he wrote something about the attendees not...
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gardimus:
Oh my god, I was so going to go to Stars until I found out it started at 5. But they are playing at my buddies club next month so I'm going to go see them then. Want to come? We can make out while the Stars play. Its always been a dream of mine.
starguitar:
Are you the ambassadors of eastern block rock? Oh no, wait, that's the Angry Inch. I forgot.
Merry xmas!
Merry xmas!
ah.
i saw the stars, my friends. and they were wonderful. despite the fact that i did not get to meet and greet ibi kaslik. instead, we shmoozed with steve, the newest member of the group and chatted about the show and the likes. i asked about ibi and he said she didn't come to TO but she might be in town for today's show....
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i saw the stars, my friends. and they were wonderful. despite the fact that i did not get to meet and greet ibi kaslik. instead, we shmoozed with steve, the newest member of the group and chatted about the show and the likes. i asked about ibi and he said she didn't come to TO but she might be in town for today's show....
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nanomaton:
ooh.. glad to hear the show went well!
I don't really have albums 'on rotation', they just happen to be the ones I keep going back to repeatedly. My iPod only holds 5gb, so it might as well be 'on rotation'. But yeah, I usually don't listen to something a bunch of times in a row unless I'm _really_ into it on a particular day. Which is how Sixtoo was last Thursday or Friday.
How was the rest of your weekend?
I don't really have albums 'on rotation', they just happen to be the ones I keep going back to repeatedly. My iPod only holds 5gb, so it might as well be 'on rotation'.
But yeah, I usually don't listen to something a bunch of times in a row unless I'm _really_ into it on a particular day. Which is how Sixtoo was last Thursday or Friday.
How was the rest of your weekend?
nanomaton:
Awesome.. I have a four-day week this week, and then 11-days off in a row! WOOOHOOO! It's gonna be SO good!
Calling in sick is always fun.. I mean, you know.. if you're not actually sick..
Calling in sick is always fun.. I mean, you know.. if you're not actually sick..
Cause I think that you deserve a day off and a good messy night of drinking.
Take care and hopefully I will see you at the Bovine.