pillango

i think i would like

to make out
with someone named 'ira'

i've never done that before
but always wanted to try

i have a feeling
it'd be explosive

all i lack is a cute "ira"

why 'ira'? i truly can't explain it.

it's a name with no associations?
yes. that might be it.

i am not sure why, but at this moment i can't think of any other name that has no association and therefore some sort of emotion attached to it.

maybe "noah" too. nope. "wylie"

oh yes. you are witnessing the emergence of a very confused and confusing tired and overworked girl who is also somewhat amorous.

and very social, at the moment.

because you held me with those tangerine hands. because everyone i love is a thief. because we were born in unbelieving, both you & i.