i want to be carrie bradshaw. minus the dysfunctional relationships bit and the indecisive whininess.
oh wait.
that's the only carrie bradshaw-ness i possess.
anywho. i am bad bad bad. but only under the guise of being good good good. which is the worst bad and good that exist.
i abhor school and all its quickly approaching methods of testing right now.
save me. if...
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oh wait.
that's the only carrie bradshaw-ness i possess.
anywho. i am bad bad bad. but only under the guise of being good good good. which is the worst bad and good that exist.
i abhor school and all its quickly approaching methods of testing right now.
save me. if...
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nanomaton:
oh yeah.. because you're so hideous, I must look away! 
thevagrant:
i agree with you man. although i cant be dissin' your body. we havent even met! go be hot. hot hot hot. . . .
today is the first day i've felt like really smiling in a long time. this week, for the most part has been a happy one. never mind the tremendous amounts of work i have to do, or the lack of time for myself. i am satisfied for now. i have braved this semester, took it by the horns, worked the fuck out of it. i've...
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nanomaton:
yay! happy! smiling! woo! 
mick:
Buck up little camper, only 5 months of winter to look forward to.
because everyone i love is a thief
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hadesjones:
Shoplifters of the world, unite and take over.......
Hades
Hades
smuffy:
thief of hearts? 
i went shopping and spent more money than i should have. with all the financial planning i've done for myself you'd think i had a better hold on the reins of my wallet. but no. i so wish i was richer and more guilt-free when it comes to money.
on the plus side, i spent some quality time with the girls, well one more than...
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on the plus side, i spent some quality time with the girls, well one more than...
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nanomaton:
I wanna spend lots of money! 
aandp:
i went to guelph for the first time this summer.
the locals up there are hilarity and a half.
this one guy came up to me in a bar and was like
"it's SOOOOO you!"
and i was laughing my ass off and was like
"no dude, it's SOOOO you! you're gay and don't even kno it"
and he just looked at me all confused.
ha!
they did have some hot girls up there tho.
goold ol' guelph.
the locals up there are hilarity and a half.
this one guy came up to me in a bar and was like
"it's SOOOOO you!"
and i was laughing my ass off and was like
"no dude, it's SOOOO you! you're gay and don't even kno it"
and he just looked at me all confused.
ha!
they did have some hot girls up there tho.
goold ol' guelph.
i just found out that someone i was in trois-pistoles with, who was in my class, and in my play died november 7th.
he's still on my msn list.
i'm just stunned and in disbelief.
he's still on my msn list.
i'm just stunned and in disbelief.
teddykev:
OUCH! OK that is defenitely news one can go with out.
Big Ol hug to Pillango then hoping it will make it a little less rainny
TK
Big Ol hug to Pillango then hoping it will make it a little less rainny
TK
eurisko:
thats kinda what happened to me, though my friend didnt pass away, she just went crazy. im sorry to hear about your loss
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randie:
That's a sexy top.
bobbysleep:
Oh you.
smuffy:
koszonom szepen! (for the birthday greeting! 
)
that's a cute picture. so your name is melissa is it?
kidding.
)
that's a cute picture. so your name is melissa is it?
kidding.
teddykev:
So do you think a Dude can sport a drink like that and still be manly?
Just curious
Your friendly neighbourhood teddykev
Just curious
Your friendly neighbourhood teddykev
ah gwah. and that's a hard "g" like in "gordon".
i am tired of complaining. and even more tired of feeling shitty and every bit as tired of hearing people (fake?) sympathize. so.
*turns over a new leaf*
hello. this is pretend happy, exhausted pillango speaking. i'm only half pretending because i'm actually okay today! wow. imagine that.
i have pictures. i will upload. later....
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i am tired of complaining. and even more tired of feeling shitty and every bit as tired of hearing people (fake?) sympathize. so.
*turns over a new leaf*
hello. this is pretend happy, exhausted pillango speaking. i'm only half pretending because i'm actually okay today! wow. imagine that.
i have pictures. i will upload. later....
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nanomaton:
Some of us are born with lovely natural odors.. I have body shop cologne that I also never use.
I'm not a big fan of pumpkin stuff.. I had a ginger bread latte from second cup last week that was super tasty though!
I have body shop cologne that I also never use.
I'm not a big fan of pumpkin stuff.. I had a ginger bread latte from second cup last week that was super tasty though!
i went out yesterday by myself witht he goal of meeting up with someone and his friends. i waited 45 minutes by myself in a bar. rather uncomfortable. actually, very painful. i was about to go when he showed up.
it was okay, hanging out. nothing major, nothing especially exciting.
more interestingly, everyone at this place was on coke. i kid you not. i heard...
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it was okay, hanging out. nothing major, nothing especially exciting.
more interestingly, everyone at this place was on coke. i kid you not. i heard...
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randie:
That sucks that you had a shitty night. I'm sorry.
You should have left. Cause you shouldn't of had to wait 45 minutes sitting by yourself.
I hope you have a better day today.
You should have left. Cause you shouldn't of had to wait 45 minutes sitting by yourself.
I hope you have a better day today.
nanomaton:
You really have the strangest nights out..
i've been sort of "off" for a number of reasons.
as a result, i have made an appointment at my school's counceling and development center. i think it's the right thing to do, but i'm sceptical because i went last year and it didn't make all that much difference in my life.
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as a result, i have made an appointment at my school's counceling and development center. i think it's the right thing to do, but i'm sceptical because i went last year and it didn't make all that much difference in my life.
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graphicdough:
you are welcome. and I am serious about the venting talking to thing. i have a strange ability to help in those situatuions or these situations. though i admit that it is a little strange or quite weary (word of the night) for things like this here. ok
be good and all that .
well maybe just feel better can suffice for now.
be good and all that .
well maybe just feel better can suffice for now.
randie:
Being rich would be totally sweet. It would solve alot of my problems too.
I hope you figure stuff out. And I hope you feel better.
I hope you figure stuff out. And I hope you feel better.
ever since i've had my ipod up and running i've been listening to it non-stop. as a result i have gotten some skratches on it.
so yesterday i put it in a ziploc bag and was walking around with it all day. it looks like an IV bag. i should get one of those wheel-y stands and just wheel it around. it'd be more effective....
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so yesterday i put it in a ziploc bag and was walking around with it all day. it looks like an IV bag. i should get one of those wheel-y stands and just wheel it around. it'd be more effective....
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n2ocowboy:
I see you like BBC, me too. I wish I actually got the channel, all I get is BBC news hour twice a day. I miss watching Mystery and Masterpiece theater. I wish they still played The Avengers.
smuffy:
I wish I had a iPod to scratch up.
actually I just out one on my wishlist so maybe I can get it for christmas or something.
I just recently spent a few thou on a new laptop so I'm done buying myself expensive toys...at least for another year.
hey what was the mission? maybe I can help.
and yes I miss living in hungary very much. I love my life here in the states and I've accomplished quite a lot. but every year I go back and I start fantasizing about how great it would be to live there again.
I love my people, my food, my culture...*sigh*...this year I was thinking of going back and maybe teaching english in budapest. shit I just love that city.
but these are just thoughts...only time will tell if they will become reality.
actually I just out one on my wishlist so maybe I can get it for christmas or something.
I just recently spent a few thou on a new laptop so I'm done buying myself expensive toys...at least for another year.
hey what was the mission? maybe I can help.
and yes I miss living in hungary very much. I love my life here in the states and I've accomplished quite a lot. but every year I go back and I start fantasizing about how great it would be to live there again.
I love my people, my food, my culture...*sigh*...this year I was thinking of going back and maybe teaching english in budapest. shit I just love that city.
but these are just thoughts...only time will tell if they will become reality.
And a little gift for you
T.K.
That seems pretty early.. I don't remember when my exams used to be over, but I remember them always being closer to the middle of the month. But maybe I'm just skewing my memories to make myself feel better.. Stupid working-life!
And I too pronounce it 'bay-zil'.