i'm not gonna call...
it is so hard no to call...
it rained so hard last night! it matched my mood perfectly...
I had a hard time sleeping..I don't know how I even managed to peel myself out of bed this morning...
could have been the thought of getting mail from you...
i am addicted to my computer...more like an obsession than an addiction
again...i...
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it is so hard no to call...
it rained so hard last night! it matched my mood perfectly...
I had a hard time sleeping..I don't know how I even managed to peel myself out of bed this morning...
could have been the thought of getting mail from you...
i am addicted to my computer...more like an obsession than an addiction
again...i...
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indie:
That sounds just like my life! Except it's not raining is california but it feels as if it's raining inside of me. DOn't know if it's depression or laziness.
solisis:
love's a sick game. That's why I despise everyone who feigns this joke of an existence.....and I'm a habitual liar
you've got breast i would die for, you're completely cute like a cartoon character, and have a great personality, have more faith in yourself
my friend carla can lift my spirits so high...
after the night i have had...i need this more than anything...
how can someone so smart be into such assholes...i ask myself this fucking question every day...
i just don't get it..i...
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my friend carla can lift my spirits so high...
after the night i have had...i need this more than anything...
how can someone so smart be into such assholes...i ask myself this fucking question every day...
i just don't get it..i...
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digdug:
Carla would only die for one of your breasts?!?!
pilar:
i think my friend carla was referring to both of my breasts and not just one...Although one of mine makes up both of hers!
me attracting assholes is so ridiculous! it happens on a daily basis..and unfortunately most of them can not chuck it up to being drunk!
I think i am becoming a shell of the person I once was...I wish things were back to normal...the way they used to be!
me attracting assholes is so ridiculous! it happens on a daily basis..and unfortunately most of them can not chuck it up to being drunk!
I think i am becoming a shell of the person I once was...I wish things were back to normal...the way they used to be!
cheez-its and coke...the most nutritious lunch I've had in ages 
i got yelled at twic this weekend for drinking coca-cola..i am addicted I can't help it...
my neck hurts too...I am having a hard time sitting at my desk at work...I think i should go home and get laid...by who though is the question!
awww im horribly nasty today sorry!
~muah
i got yelled at twic this weekend for drinking coca-cola..i am addicted I can't help it...
my neck hurts too...I am having a hard time sitting at my desk at work...I think i should go home and get laid...by who though is the question!
awww im horribly nasty today sorry!
~muah
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takora:
i used to be soooo addicted to coca-cola, drinking a six pack or two every day. i had a dream once, that i woke up and next to the bed were stacks of cases of coke cans. i opened this little door in my chest, and inserted two cans like batteries. after that dream, i cut down... i hardly drink it at all anymore.
deliverance:
Danielle- Up with the picky! It's not the just the action, it's the chemical reaction.
Now I want cheez-its, shit.
deliverance
Now I want cheez-its, shit.
deliverance
went out to sol veg with a couple friends last night...
suddenly i hear someone say "we were all trying to look up your skirt...i got half way there,,,and then you moved"
i don't know how to take things sometimes...I mean it's flattering to hear that people find you attractive, but when they are in other relationships with people you know, it becomes...uncomfortable...
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suddenly i hear someone say "we were all trying to look up your skirt...i got half way there,,,and then you moved"
i don't know how to take things sometimes...I mean it's flattering to hear that people find you attractive, but when they are in other relationships with people you know, it becomes...uncomfortable...
I finally...
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residue:
i hope i'll see your pics once ...
have this weird idea that we are much alike ..; dunno why,
maybe i am totally wrong;
but for one reason or another ..; i'ld love to see yo naked, (and then i'm not yet talking about toutching)
have this weird idea that we are much alike ..; dunno why,
maybe i am totally wrong;
but for one reason or another ..; i'ld love to see yo naked, (and then i'm not yet talking about toutching)
pilar:
the funny thing about cocksparrer and turning point is that they have absolutley nothing in common...but I love them both equally...
it's late i have a headache..and all i can think about is jumping into my bed...
i miss making love!
sub: i think we have tons in common...everything i learn about you i like...i think though we should talk soon via the information super highway...i'll catch you one day..i am sure!
it's late i have a headache..and all i can think about is jumping into my bed...
i miss making love!
sub: i think we have tons in common...everything i learn about you i like...i think though we should talk soon via the information super highway...i'll catch you one day..i am sure!
it is rather hot out...completely miserable if you ask me!
what i could really go for would be a nice popsicle..preferably a bombpop!
well i tried to break things off, but it failed once again....it was just too hard to say..."you are making my life hell..just leave me alone"
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what i could really go for would be a nice popsicle..preferably a bombpop!
well i tried to break things off, but it failed once again....it was just too hard to say..."you are making my life hell..just leave me alone"
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toreena:
inez,
it is absolutely gorgeous.
It's NICE, not hot. The past few days have been a bit warm, but nothing unbearable. The breeze is wonderful today.
I highly reccommend it.
it is absolutely gorgeous.
It's NICE, not hot. The past few days have been a bit warm, but nothing unbearable. The breeze is wonderful today.
I highly reccommend it.
residue:
belgium, brussels, gimme a call when you arrive
i believe that I am destined to be completely smitten with those who are still attached to their x's.
I can't understand why I do this to myself, but the last few relationships I have been in have been destined to fail because of this one little factor. And when I say little, I really mean big.
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I can't understand why I do this to myself, but the last few relationships I have been in have been destined to fail because of this one little factor. And when I say little, I really mean big.
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toreena:
I've had that syndrome.
If I've learned anything, ti's that things have a funny way of working out.
Maybe once we see each other naked, we'll forget loving boys and run away into a naked sunset together.
If I've learned anything, ti's that things have a funny way of working out.
Maybe once we see each other naked, we'll forget loving boys and run away into a naked sunset together.
deliverance:
You'll be fine. I think I already sent you my Jimmy Dean quote, so I'll spare you that!
I find that sometimes you just ARE in love with someone and it isn't reciprocated...or even that they love you but not in the same way (or for the true cruelty of fate turn of events) at the same time. It's fine, just don't let it eat at you.
Those attracted to their x's have weak spirits sometimes. They'd rather keep their hearts attached to those who won't have them (or worse yet, those they only decide they really need after they are gone!) than let go & get on with life. Before I get judged as a vicious fuck for that statement, I think everyone is spiritualy weak sometimes. I just prefer to avoid folks in that state, and hide from others when I am there.
I am blathering, probably because I just watched Donnie Darko again & it does get me weird...
Good night!
deliverance
I find that sometimes you just ARE in love with someone and it isn't reciprocated...or even that they love you but not in the same way (or for the true cruelty of fate turn of events) at the same time. It's fine, just don't let it eat at you.
Those attracted to their x's have weak spirits sometimes. They'd rather keep their hearts attached to those who won't have them (or worse yet, those they only decide they really need after they are gone!) than let go & get on with life. Before I get judged as a vicious fuck for that statement, I think everyone is spiritualy weak sometimes. I just prefer to avoid folks in that state, and hide from others when I am there.
I am blathering, probably because I just watched Donnie Darko again & it does get me weird...
Good night!
deliverance
why buy the cow when the milk is free??
it's done!
~muah
it's done!
~muah
saturn1:
you've found free milk!
deliverance:
Or maybe a blind farmer and a loose cow?
Danielle, do shop at windy & carls store? Have you seen them? They are the finest sound...
deliverance
Danielle, do shop at windy & carls store? Have you seen them? They are the finest sound...
deliverance
i think at the start of today..i was feeling rather unsatisfied with myself...
i did some foolish things last night...i also let him know he got to me...
i am sick of playing games...i'm no longer 10 years old...i don't need to pretend not to like someone to let them know i like them...why does everyone i know act this way...
i guess i realize,...
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i did some foolish things last night...i also let him know he got to me...
i am sick of playing games...i'm no longer 10 years old...i don't need to pretend not to like someone to let them know i like them...why does everyone i know act this way...
i guess i realize,...
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saturn1:
i feel ya girl, i'm going through the same thing. a friend i had a thing with got serious with someone else because we're a few states apart and it's just this stupid cycle of me having to pretend i don't still like him and him just shoving all the shit under a rug since it seems untainable or whatever in the hell he thinks...and i've come to the conclusion that if it doesn't happen naturally, forget it.
you're wise to cut off the relationship though - i think i would've saved myself a lot of grief had i done the same sooner. really, i thought stomaching the hurt to keep the friendship that i loved so much was worth it...but in the end it's not. actually the friendship gets lost and i think with putting some space between you you're preserving it. you know what you're doing though, you're a gem, i wish i had been as smart at 19
i miss chicago so much - i can't get out there for john-boy and i can't afford gas even. i want a damned leona's pizza! i'm gonna go rent john if i can't get the the real john - i'm jealous of all your john-age
you're wise to cut off the relationship though - i think i would've saved myself a lot of grief had i done the same sooner. really, i thought stomaching the hurt to keep the friendship that i loved so much was worth it...but in the end it's not. actually the friendship gets lost and i think with putting some space between you you're preserving it. you know what you're doing though, you're a gem, i wish i had been as smart at 19
i miss chicago so much - i can't get out there for john-boy and i can't afford gas even. i want a damned leona's pizza! i'm gonna go rent john if i can't get the the real john - i'm jealous of all your john-age
binaryfiendsgone:
Yeah I have let some relationships dragged on for way to long. I always end up regretting it cause I knew they were wrong but couldnt seem to break away. Then I end up feeling like I wasted time. But if you learn from the bad ones then it really isn't a loss I guess. And I agree with you Inez putting that distance there does preserve the friend ship cause you dont hurt each other when you are charged with emotion.
About the Descendents: That song I put up has to be one of my favs. I must have dedicated it to a few girls when I was youngerhahaha and when ever I listen to them I tend to listen to it over and over too. Great shit to sing along to in the car...hahaha
About the Descendents: That song I put up has to be one of my favs. I must have dedicated it to a few girls when I was youngerhahaha and when ever I listen to them I tend to listen to it over and over too. Great shit to sing along to in the car...hahaha
the thing is...last night i went out and told one of my good friends I could no longer hang out with them. This was one of the hardest things I have done in a long time, but anytime we hang out, I just remember how much I like him and how much I want to be with him. So I'm done with feeling like shit...
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deliverance:
Good going, Danielle. Thanks for your kind words, as well.
Flaming cabage? Not a..dare I say it...Flaming Carrot????
I pretty much worship the Flaming Carrot, personally.
deliverance
Flaming cabage? Not a..dare I say it...Flaming Carrot????
I pretty much worship the Flaming Carrot, personally.
deliverance
butter crossaints....carmel frappachino...short skirt...tattooed legs = great start to a hectic day!
~muah
~muah
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binaryfiendsgone:
Yeah, what sort of work do you have on your legs? Just curious..
residue:
beach beach beach ... here we come:
all the things a guy can get: water, surfing, nudity, sex, drinks, sun, sand, music, hmmmm
leave 2morro, so dunno when i'm gonna be online again?
maybe via a 56k modem or something? we shall see,
its the best opportunity to do some drawings and stuff
c ya
missed ya 222222
all the things a guy can get: water, surfing, nudity, sex, drinks, sun, sand, music, hmmmm
leave 2morro, so dunno when i'm gonna be online again?
maybe via a 56k modem or something? we shall see,
its the best opportunity to do some drawings and stuff
c ya
missed ya 222222
