pilar

Money?

its much sad-er when you find out you're just half the man you used to be; a shadow of the boy that once ruled the world


lets kick some ass

Hmm I don't know. I have a tendency to not take chances sometimes regarding certain things so I don't think that's a good option either.

all I DO know is that I'm glad you didn't come up this weekend. When are you coming up though, you think? I can't wait to meet you!

i think i am going to have a heart attack from school. if i don't, i want to go to new york!!! i love it there, i go twice a year if i can afford it. that would be fun! my girl lives there and i can always stay with her... usually in the village but sometimes in the fancy uptown part of manhattan.

so , hey, come out before christmas... not this weekend but the next? ... lessee ... maybe we should exhange numbers again and plan it... but momentarily i am freaking out about school , until wenesday... i seriously have pains in my chest! and i can't breath, please make school go away?

and we have lots to catch up on, boy things and whatnot, but i will leave that to when we getta talk.

ok excuse me while i go kill my computer right now.... more specifically, illustrator.

Ya seem interesting that's why I want to be your friend.

...ah, the wondering mind - gets me in trouble quit alot.
But a wondering heart is worse, believe you me.

HAHA! hilarious!

letme see
letme see

whaa

aww poor sick pilar I hope you're feeling better soon. I think Im getting something too I woke up with a really sore throat and that's the way it starts for me, I havent been sick for a long time and Im definitely not looking forward to it.

So what's the new tattoo going to be? Im very interested, you have to tell you cant just tease us all.

I need to run away too Ill meet up with you at some place nice and warm, no wind

i hope you fell better soon, and good luck with bein straight edge at bars......thats no fun

I bet it would've been better if you came over and watched 'The Warriors' with me

I did not snooze! Hee, hee. I'm feeling all bleh. (Yucky like the inside of a pumpkin.) Oh, btw, I'll be in Chicago for two weeks in December. Maybe we can do the long-promised brunch?

cute... Will you be my friend?

life can be confusing...the best thing to do is to be true to yourslelf and pursue what makes YOU happy. There are certainly times when the RIGHT thing do do may not be the easiest, but you should try to do what will be for the best in the long run.
Did you finish your 10 page paper!?

I did. My next journal entry will be from the mansion I'm building in Equador.

...but they're so cute when olivia adds them to her journal...