Everytime I think I am over something, and its in the past...it shows back up again and I have to rrelive or redo the whole thing. That's the problem with this town, its not big enough to escape the past, it just haunts you.
if i was good at hiding my feelings i might be able to live with the fact that most of the men in my life posses the same qualities and they make me want to
if i was good at hiding my feelings i might be able to stand watching people hold hands and make out, and not want to
but i'm not good at... Read More
i do the same thing. and i am also cursed with the ability to only want what i cannot have. tonight, we're going out! just you and me and a show at the empty bottle.
i'll give you a holler when i get home from work. i see a slurpee in my future.
i've been an emotional wreck lately...
i feel sorry for whoever get's this load of baggage im carrying...
the more i think about it the more i just need an escape...
i've been thinking of quitting this semester at school...
just to get some breathing room...
I could actually do it, and school would reimburse me for the following semester...
I don't know how much... Read More
I knew something was wrong when you couldn't get into bowling! I hope you can still join us for some sort of late night shenanigans.
You're young enough to take a break from school and still be alright. Just don't do what I did and take until you're 26 to graduate, it's bad news. Whether you take time off or not, give yourself a break from whatever is getting you down, figure out what you want to do, then give it all you got.
Get on AIM if you wanna talk about this baggage of yours...
1. self-admiration: excessive self-admiration and self-centeredness
narcissist noun
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I am a classic narcissist...just look at my favorite suicidegirls...
waiter boy part deux:
so went to a movie tonight with a couple friends...
saw rob zombies flick...
made me want to vommit with a capital V!
I got serious ADD from not wanting to sit through it anymore. Althought it ran an hour and a half, I felt like I was in there my whole life.
So we went to the coffee house afterwards...and... Read More
So it turns out that yummy green lantern waiter boy has a crush on me
We have been in the process of giving eyes for some time now
I hadnt been in in a while, and it just so happens hes waiting on the friends Im meeting
They call him beardo
I call him Steve
I stay behind with my coffeeall alone reading the paper... Read More
Sometimes a crush is best when left as a crush. The fantasy is usually more fun than the reality. Just be careful, if he leaves her for you...more than likely he'll leave you for another.
caught in the moment when
deciding to forgive themselves their failures."
Good luck
del