if i was good at hiding my feelings i might be able to live with the fact that most of the men in my life posses the same qualities and they make me want to 
if i was good at hiding my feelings i might be able to stand watching people hold hands and make out, and not want to
but i'm not good at hiding my feelings, and i constantly feel nauseated by the look of people who are truly happy with another person, and by being constantly screwed in the same way by the same sort of people....
not that any of this is new...
i'm always in a kind of mood...
just cause im jealous of them...
and just cause i wish i was that lucky...
to not be screwed and to find someone to hold hands with on a regular basis
if i was good at hiding my feelings i might be able to stand watching people hold hands and make out, and not want to
but i'm not good at hiding my feelings, and i constantly feel nauseated by the look of people who are truly happy with another person, and by being constantly screwed in the same way by the same sort of people....
not that any of this is new...
i'm always in a
kind of mood...
just cause im jealous of them...
and just cause i wish i was that lucky...
to not be screwed and to find someone to hold hands with on a regular basis
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i'll give you a holler when i get home from work. i see a slurpee in my future.
thats what i say to them. "and go to hell!!!!"
just for good measure
no bowlign tonight? it wont be the same if i cant mess with your balls