pilar

so i was kind of depressed about this thing called valentines day...
depressed enough to call it things like veedee day and what not...
but i started reading peoples entries and realizing that it doesn't have to be about being in love with someone...but can easily be about loving anyone...friends, family, puppies, kitties...etc...
so then i'm like FUCK this depressed shit...
I ain't got time to be all depressed and shit...
I'm currently a little overwhelmed in school and a little overwhelmed financially....
So when it comes to being in love with someone...that's one less thing I have to be overwhelmed with...
besides...that particular person told me yesterday he wasn't in love with me anyways...heartbreaking? yes...but I always push on