pilar

sometimes i feel like all i am doing is making the same mistakes in different ways...

but can i keep calling them mistakes, if i conciously know i am making them?

the new years eve i spent with good friends...
the new years day i spent with someone who is starting to intrigue me more and more...

so i'm trying to be optimistic...
but not letting my inner retard get control of my emotions...
this new year could actually be ok...

i'm just gonna take it all in stride..