i think i started to realize that thinking is this process where nothing really comes of anything you actually think about...what happens is only happening because of the actions you take from what you are thinking...
see my brain goes through all these functions...all this thinking goes on...some of it profound...some of it merely lackluster...
i often have these monologues in my head...all this random shit i would say, if i cared not what they thought or cared not for the feelings i might hurt...
sometimes i just want to say FUCK YOUR FEELINGS, BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING FUCK YOU TO MINE FOR YEARS...
hi! i'm that girl you cheated on your girlfriend with..
hi! i'm then rebound that lasted 3 years...
hi! i'm the girl who gave you the best head, but you could never imagine holding hands with...
hi! i'm that chick who could kill you with her eyes and make you ask for more...
hi! i'm that great love of your life that you would never know because you never asked...
so fuck feelings...this is the year when i get fucking evil with people...when i take no prisoners and noone gets out alive...
i will resolve to care about nothing an noone...
what's my new years resolution...
to break as many hearts as possible...
time to go scream in my pillow...
see my brain goes through all these functions...all this thinking goes on...some of it profound...some of it merely lackluster...
i often have these monologues in my head...all this random shit i would say, if i cared not what they thought or cared not for the feelings i might hurt...
sometimes i just want to say FUCK YOUR FEELINGS, BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING FUCK YOU TO MINE FOR YEARS...
hi! i'm that girl you cheated on your girlfriend with..
hi! i'm then rebound that lasted 3 years...
hi! i'm the girl who gave you the best head, but you could never imagine holding hands with...
hi! i'm that chick who could kill you with her eyes and make you ask for more...
hi! i'm that great love of your life that you would never know because you never asked...
so fuck feelings...this is the year when i get fucking evil with people...when i take no prisoners and noone gets out alive...
i will resolve to care about nothing an noone...
what's my new years resolution...
to break as many hearts as possible...
time to go scream in my pillow...
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soraya:
ps. orbit fucking rules!
comet_____:
Yes - there is such a thing as being too nice and too selfless. A time comes when you have to stand up for your own feelings and be a little selfish too. I hope it gets you what you want...sounds like you deserve someone to treat you with some love and respect.