i kind of told myself i wasnt going to update until i got a new picture. I mean I still look like this, but maybe my hair is a little longer, and my bangs definately look better. But finding my camera in my room is like finding a needle in a haystack...
maybe it is the two jobs that are kicking my ass...so there leaves no time to clean...and definately no time to even process anything that is going on lately.
I am the proud new owner of a mother with cancer...and well i don't even know what to do with any of that...
i know the sarcasm is probably inappropriate right now, but so is the fact that someone i love more than life itself is sick...
i guess this new year isn't going to be as grand as i might have thought is was going to be. I only have two weeks left of vacation time, and I haven't done a damn thing but work. Now with my mommy being sick, that is one more thing to add to my list of things I can't possibley deal with..
the list includes the following:
~unrequited love
~$1024.36 to fix my car...thanks for the .36 cents
~not talking to my father for 6 months
~having 3 incompletes out of 5 classes last quarter...
sorry to be so depressing, but shit is just hittin the fan left and right...
i need a hug...or a good role in the hay
maybe it is the two jobs that are kicking my ass...so there leaves no time to clean...and definately no time to even process anything that is going on lately.
I am the proud new owner of a mother with cancer...and well i don't even know what to do with any of that...
i know the sarcasm is probably inappropriate right now, but so is the fact that someone i love more than life itself is sick...
i guess this new year isn't going to be as grand as i might have thought is was going to be. I only have two weeks left of vacation time, and I haven't done a damn thing but work. Now with my mommy being sick, that is one more thing to add to my list of things I can't possibley deal with..
the list includes the following:
~unrequited love
~$1024.36 to fix my car...thanks for the .36 cents
~not talking to my father for 6 months
~having 3 incompletes out of 5 classes last quarter...
sorry to be so depressing, but shit is just hittin the fan left and right...
i need a hug...or a good role in the hay
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Sorry to hear about your mom. My mom is a cancer survivor.
I just got some bad news about my older sisters health as well recently. HUG for you, miss. I hope you can make it here soon.
i hope things are better for you? how is your mum doing? if you ever need anything pleease call me. she will be ok, i am sure she is a fighter and that's what matters.
come here and take a break, when you can! you can take the train if your car is too broke! i will drive you everywhere and we can laugh some things off together!
[Edited on Dec 21, 2003 7:21PM]