this was a weak weekend...
friday: worked...went to see this dude i dig...then realized things are always gonna be the same between him an i...just confusing
saturday: work....then went to my boy jim's surprise birthday party...came home at like 10:00 and slept..
sunday: didn't work...argued with a librarian about some outrageous fine...didn't get the books i needed for my paper...visited that dude again...ate some dinner...watched the royal tennebaums (like my 50th time seeing that movie...nojoke!) and remembered how i told myself that things wouldn't change and just as confused as ever...
the only highlight to this weekend was that the pony called me...
although some of you might not know or remember the pony...he still thinks of me often and i think of him just as much...an update is he's keeping busy...tattooing...working two jobbers...and being artsy...
so i think i'm off to bed...
cause the sooner this weekend is over the sooner my birthday gets here...
so what are you getting me?
friday: worked...went to see this dude i dig...then realized things are always gonna be the same between him an i...just confusing
saturday: work....then went to my boy jim's surprise birthday party...came home at like 10:00 and slept..
sunday: didn't work...argued with a librarian about some outrageous fine...didn't get the books i needed for my paper...visited that dude again...ate some dinner...watched the royal tennebaums (like my 50th time seeing that movie...nojoke!) and remembered how i told myself that things wouldn't change and just as confused as ever...
the only highlight to this weekend was that the pony called me...
although some of you might not know or remember the pony...he still thinks of me often and i think of him just as much...an update is he's keeping busy...tattooing...working two jobbers...and being artsy...

so i think i'm off to bed...
cause the sooner this weekend is over the sooner my birthday gets here...
so what are you getting me?


Sounds like you should be spending more weekend time w/ the pony instead of that dude - is the pony a forbidden love?
Been there - exciting and heartwrenching - very "alive".
Not healty in the long run though