pilar

had this itch...itch to get out of chicago...
so i took this little roadtrip...to virginia...
was accompanied by friends....
i drove and drove...and all i could think about was...
how i wish that i was a little bit more involved in the things i believe in...
the kids in virginia were great...hospitality at an all time high...
it kind of made me want to move...
i always like the feeling of being in a place where i know noone...and everything is new and fresh...
so then i drive home and again all i can think about is not being involved in the things i care about...
i realize how neglectful i am in my relationships...how hard it has always been for me to just call and say hi..
so i come back with a little determination and figure that if i put in some effort maybe things wouldnt be so weird around here for me...
its kind of funny how you have to get away to realize the little things that could make everything different...