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Wednesday Aug 20, 2003

Aug 20, 2003
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i sat down with myself yesterday and wrote a little postcard to an unsuspecting recipient.
It's been awhile since we've done the mail thing...
and the more I think about it, the postcard fit the struggle in my head to sit and write someone, a little hello...when I know it just makes me want to write a whole letter...but the time constraints...oh the timing!
The fact is that time these days is like money...
you need lots of it, but when you are given it, you waste it...
This year in general may be productive in a scholastic way, but socially...i'll be receiveing a F-
I'm hoping to get out of here for the winter...
winter's in chicago are as harsh as they get...school allows me to have a whole month and a half off. It would be plesant to spend that whole month and a half somewhere else. I guess it's time to Bonnie a bank..and find that Clyde to run away with!!! So the more I think about it, the more I realize that I'm a little lonely...alot dishelved...and secretly yearning for things I have no control over.
It would be nice if I knew myself better..but at this stage in the game...I guess knowing barely half, is all I can expect...

feeling: kissy with noone to kiss kiss
expecting: change to be hard, but pushing on cause i have to
thinking: life would be easier if I was given a road map
tasting: lots of garlic and spinach...lunch is good today!
realizing: i can't always have what i want (way to burst my bubble!) eeek

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pseudo_ghost:
K so let me get this straight I sat down with myself yesterday you have a clone? Well I don't see what the problem is get her to do all the grunt work and you can have some fun but be careful or things will go hilariously crazy like in that movie I saw Multiplicity.

Most of the people are drifters and people I meet on the internet, but hey stop by and well make smores and watch some movies no horror ones though they give me nightmares tongue.
Aug 20, 2003
ponyboy_curtis:
that a girl.
i love the hard working type.
go for the gold.

I know this girl who can tell the fashion future. she just knows. she'll say shit like grey is the new black, Stripes are gonna be the next it, Heroin chic, Mullet, or shave lines in the side of your head before it's too late. She's usually at least a month or two ahead of time. I think it's a gift. She doesn't even own one fashion magazine. She says by the time it's in the magazines it's too late. she's gonna help me out.
Aug 20, 2003

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