Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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DAY 3: BRANDON
YUM YUM BRANDON!

After Josh, I kind of felt numb
I drifted from different beds and different arms
Looking for something I had lost
One day I was at a showin this cramped venueand I saw him!
Brandon had to be one of the most attractive boys I ever met
He was what most would call gorgeousPerfect in every wayHe could have easily been a modelHe did after all win a cutest baby contest when he was little
love
I had a secret crush on him
I asked everyone I knew if they knew who he was
I wasnt getting any answers and had basically given up
Then I saw him againdifferent showsame cute boy!
We confessed our crushes to one another
We made out in the car to Rainer Maria
It was hot and heavyhe was a really good kisser!
Brandon gave me hope
He was completely smitten with me
I was the first girl he had ever fallen in love withI was a first of many things for him!
His family was perfect2.5 childrenhouse in the suburbsmini-van
He had amazing blue eyesand great hair
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Brandon was technically 6 months younger than I wasunfortunately he had a tendency to act 5 years younger than that
An all around sweetieI think of him oftenwe tried to keep in touch but failed miserablyI think it was too hard on him I cant say I blame him
I had the misfortune of being the one to break his heart (I vowed I would never be like Josh, but somehow I fit that role just fine)
I left him for an evil boybut a boy who would make an intense impact on my lifeone I still cant shake
In retrospect, I think I might have been better off had I stuck with Brandon..
whatever kiss
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saturn1:
yes, i am for sure going if i have somebody to ride with me to cedar point. i know dkitten and strawbettie might, and vespa666 was thinking of going. i'm pretty sure i'll find somebody to ride with me. are you planning driving straight across from chi?
saturn1:
oh, i think i forgot to reply to you about jason {belmondo} ... yes, sf probably. his plan was to move to seattle then portland but he checked out portland and realized it's not much cheaper than sf, and he's always loved sf so he's making plans to do it by the end of the summer. he's in seattle right now. i will probably follow someday because i want to at least try living on west coast, and sf seems like the perfect place to try. and i already miss him so that would be neat too.

how's the tat healing? i had weird reaction to the red in my last tat, but i told the guy about it this time and he use a different ink, and it seems to be doing ok. really scabby but it's a different sort of tattoo than what i normally get.


[Edited on Jun 22, 2003]

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