pilar

So do you like ALL? I never really got into them as much?

next time you have a headache take excedrin migraine, it works goood. and send in a set to missy already. when you become a teacher just change your look so you won't look like you did in the set and no one will recognize you. do it do it! don't you hate peer pressure?

you look so familiar....really....

thanks xdaniellex... you're the cutest little kitten there was!

if you ever want to change bodies ... you can have mine;
i'm longing for yours -in every way-
if u stay u, i would toutch you;
if you would become me, and i become you :::
i would toutch myself -for a damned long time-

does this make any sense? at all??

lick

dont you go messin' with me xdaniel...... you'll hurt my feelings

honey, i have to ask at the risk of wearing my ignorance on my sleeve ... what does 'muah' mean?!

and please look after little jamy while i'm away xx

You truly are too cute and sweet to be wasting your emotions on a hassle like this dude....

But at the same time, I understand.

And it fucking sucks don't it?

That sounds just like my life! Except it's not raining is california but it feels as if it's raining inside of me. DOn't know if it's depression or laziness.

love's a sick game. That's why I despise everyone who feigns this joke of an existence.....and I'm a habitual liar

Carla would only die for one of your breasts?!?!

i think my friend carla was referring to both of my breasts and not just one...Although one of mine makes up both of hers!

me attracting assholes is so ridiculous! it happens on a daily basis..and unfortunately most of them can not chuck it up to being drunk!

I think i am becoming a shell of the person I once was...I wish things were back to normal...the way they used to be!

i used to be soooo addicted to coca-cola, drinking a six pack or two every day. i had a dream once, that i woke up and next to the bed were stacks of cases of coke cans. i opened this little door in my chest, and inserted two cans like batteries. after that dream, i cut down... i hardly drink it at all anymore.

Danielle- Up with the picky! It's not the just the action, it's the chemical reaction.

Now I want cheez-its, shit.

deliverance

i hope i'll see your pics once ...

have this weird idea that we are much alike ..; dunno why,
maybe i am totally wrong;
but for one reason or another ..; i'ld love to see yo naked, (and then i'm not yet talking about toutching)

the funny thing about cocksparrer and turning point is that they have absolutley nothing in common...but I love them both equally...

it's late i have a headache..and all i can think about is jumping into my bed...

i miss making love!

sub: i think we have tons in common...everything i learn about you i like...i think though we should talk soon via the information super highway...i'll catch you one day..i am sure!

belgium, brussels, gimme a call when you arrive

You'll be fine. I think I already sent you my Jimmy Dean quote, so I'll spare you that!

I find that sometimes you just ARE in love with someone and it isn't reciprocated...or even that they love you but not in the same way (or for the true cruelty of fate turn of events) at the same time. It's fine, just don't let it eat at you.

Those attracted to their x's have weak spirits sometimes. They'd rather keep their hearts attached to those who won't have them (or worse yet, those they only decide they really need after they are gone!) than let go & get on with life. Before I get judged as a vicious fuck for that statement, I think everyone is spiritualy weak sometimes. I just prefer to avoid folks in that state, and hide from others when I am there.

I am blathering, probably because I just watched Donnie Darko again & it does get me weird...

Good night!

deliverance

you've found free milk!

Or maybe a blind farmer and a loose cow?

Danielle, do shop at windy & carls store? Have you seen them? They are the finest sound...

deliverance

i feel ya girl, i'm going through the same thing. a friend i had a thing with got serious with someone else because we're a few states apart and it's just this stupid cycle of me having to pretend i don't still like him and him just shoving all the shit under a rug since it seems untainable or whatever in the hell he thinks...and i've come to the conclusion that if it doesn't happen naturally, forget it.

you're wise to cut off the relationship though - i think i would've saved myself a lot of grief had i done the same sooner. really, i thought stomaching the hurt to keep the friendship that i loved so much was worth it...but in the end it's not. actually the friendship gets lost and i think with putting some space between you you're preserving it. you know what you're doing though, you're a gem, i wish i had been as smart at 19

i miss chicago so much - i can't get out there for john-boy and i can't afford gas even. i want a damned leona's pizza! i'm gonna go rent john if i can't get the the real john - i'm jealous of all your john-age

Yeah I have let some relationships dragged on for way to long. I always end up regretting it cause I knew they were wrong but couldnt seem to break away. Then I end up feeling like I wasted time. But if you learn from the bad ones then it really isn't a loss I guess. And I agree with you Inez putting that distance there does preserve the friend ship cause you dont hurt each other when you are charged with emotion.

About the Descendents: That song I put up has to be one of my favs. I must have dedicated it to a few girls when I was youngerhahaha and when ever I listen to them I tend to listen to it over and over too. Great shit to sing along to in the car...hahaha