pigletx69

This week is getting more stressful by the second. My brother is gettng married on Saturday, and I am a bridesmaid. I thought it would be fun and exciting and relatively painless. But, I seem to have to keep dishing out money......money that I do not in fact have. So...this proposes a problem. I already spent almost $300 on the dress....which I then had to get altered. It was gonna cost $100 but we went some place and the lady did it for $45. Well then she didn't do it right so we took it back and complained and she fixed it for free. Then i had to get my hair done. I got it dyed and cut. Luckily my mom was in a giving mood that day and ended up paying for it which was great. I dunno how I feel about my hair. It looked cute when I got it done and then I did it the next day and it was alright.....but then it just got silly. And I wanna do a fohawk but I dunno how work is going to feel about that. I guess we'll find out
So then I also had to buy shoes for this said wedding. Which are horrible tall thin heeled shoes with pointy toes. So when I wear the dress, i look like the Wicked Witch of the West. So I am clearly unimpressed with that selection. I also have to go get my hair done on the day of the wedding.....then get my make up done. And I also have to drive back and forth from Brampton to Burlington and Oakiville to Brampton again then to Mississauga and back to Brampton. I have no money for this shit. I'm really glad I'm not getting married anymore. Cuz I think the money crazies would drive me away from the marriage.
So yeah. Other then that things are alright I guess. I was sick last week. Work gave me a big stupid hassle about being off. Claiming that I wasnt actually sick. All because they were mad that me andMissyBecca were off on the same day. And then while we were waiting for the Doctor's we went to Tim Hortons and people from work saw us there and complained and said we must not really be sick. I almost quit about 19 times that week. But all seems to be better now. *sigh* but yeah. I'm also sad cuz I'm not allowed to bring a guest to the wedding. So I shall be super bored. But oh well. My brother is trying to hook me up with this guy from his work. So we'll see how that turns out. Although I could care less right about now. Relationships just seem to be hassles lately. Everyone I meet seems great for the first couple days and I think it's going somewhere....and then it just doesn't. I dont like it. Why cant I just be with someone and be happy? Maybe God hates me. Wouldnt' surprise me really. Oh well.
So thats that. I shall update again after the wedding. That's if I survive the walk down the aisle with the monster shoes on