By Christ, how long since an update? To be totally honest I haven't been here much at all!!! I've popped on every now and again (almost came here using work computer which would be frowned upon slightly. I dunno, something something inappropriate something sacked)
So, what's been happening in the wonderful world of me? Not a great deal to be happy about admittedly but I'm getting back on my feet after a critical and diabolical cash crisis. Hopefully now I'm consulting the Citizen's Advice we can get something in shape.
Wedding plans? Well, we have the room, the reception, the catering will be sorted by family friend, photographer is booked (and by something important he cost some money) I just have to sort the kilts out for me and the lads. Apparently Liz already ahs her wedding dress. Of course, I'm not allowed to see it because that would be bad luck. Now she wants to come investigating kilt patterns "to see if they're shit". Fuck no, you won't let me see your dress, so I'm not showing you mine. I've told you what I want, that's fucking final, mmmmkay? Cue me on edge for fear of slaps.
I often ponder about how much under the thumb I am. I mean, in some respects, I feel quite happy about it. I'm made, I've got someone trying to keep me in touch. Great. I just have periods of anger some times, and my free will starts to assert itself, and get all mardy about how I'm ordered about so much. Deep down it does bother me, but I just accept my situation because I'm so damn happy to be with her I can put up with a lot of crap. That's not been such a great thing in the past but thankfully all that's been put to rest.
If you've been my friend for some time, you'll have vague clues as to what that last line refers to. If you do, then the feelings I have for him have not changed. His circumstances have changed which one might make me think I should be relieved. I was never fearful though. I wasn't scared that he might destroy my life or such. I'm just angry that at one point he had teh chance to really disintergrate my emotions.
and if you didn't know, I'm sure you have some vague idea from that statement.
No, I'm here for a long while now, so why the hell don't I just make use fo the time I've got and try and make some more friends, and start to be active more. I'm heading for SGUK again, but I need to be more active with my niceness genes.
ers
So, what's been happening in the wonderful world of me? Not a great deal to be happy about admittedly but I'm getting back on my feet after a critical and diabolical cash crisis. Hopefully now I'm consulting the Citizen's Advice we can get something in shape.
Wedding plans? Well, we have the room, the reception, the catering will be sorted by family friend, photographer is booked (and by something important he cost some money) I just have to sort the kilts out for me and the lads. Apparently Liz already ahs her wedding dress. Of course, I'm not allowed to see it because that would be bad luck. Now she wants to come investigating kilt patterns "to see if they're shit". Fuck no, you won't let me see your dress, so I'm not showing you mine. I've told you what I want, that's fucking final, mmmmkay? Cue me on edge for fear of slaps.
I often ponder about how much under the thumb I am. I mean, in some respects, I feel quite happy about it. I'm made, I've got someone trying to keep me in touch. Great. I just have periods of anger some times, and my free will starts to assert itself, and get all mardy about how I'm ordered about so much. Deep down it does bother me, but I just accept my situation because I'm so damn happy to be with her I can put up with a lot of crap. That's not been such a great thing in the past but thankfully all that's been put to rest.
If you've been my friend for some time, you'll have vague clues as to what that last line refers to. If you do, then the feelings I have for him have not changed. His circumstances have changed which one might make me think I should be relieved. I was never fearful though. I wasn't scared that he might destroy my life or such. I'm just angry that at one point he had teh chance to really disintergrate my emotions.
and if you didn't know, I'm sure you have some vague idea from that statement.
No, I'm here for a long while now, so why the hell don't I just make use fo the time I've got and try and make some more friends, and start to be active more. I'm heading for SGUK again, but I need to be more active with my niceness genes.
ers