Monday Dec 08, 2003

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A blanket of candy covers my eyes.
Sticky sweet, the sour pain feels good.
My sugar fix cured, cant seem to see why.
sjtwelve:
you poke things with a stick.

Monday Dec 01, 2003

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Black as the night, but only half as sad.
The hunger grows within me, my self esteem becomes smaller.
The thirst for her gains momentum as my courage flees from my soul.
I beg my mind to stop this torment, I beg her to stop the rejection, though we have never spoke,..never met.
Beauty, like no otherWe can all dream? Cant we?
..I see you...
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sjtwelve:
Okay Rula Bula 12-13 at 8. Club GC, I'm getting one for SD also... $100. He'll have $250 then. That's excellent. I'll pitch in for Doug's - how much?
sjtwelve:
don't say flu. say no to the flu. i'm not getting the flu - i refuse. i'm staying in this house until the flu is gone.

Thursday Nov 27, 2003

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Oh the day of gorging has finally arrived. I cant wait to indulge in pharmaceuticals and drink wine.
THEN.eat a shit load of SJ12s bountiful feast. She is DA BOMB in the kitchen.
sjtwelve:
tasty treat of leftovers for today........

warmed biscuit with melted butter
a slathering of homemade cranberry sauce
turkey
salt

when i took the first bite, the butter and cranberries dripped out of all sides.

eat it up yum.

Saturday Nov 22, 2003

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Often the light is too bright
Cant see the morning for the night.
Memories fade into a rainstorm of fright.
The choices made., are they wrong , or right?

sjtwelve:
would you prance with lance?
sjtwelve:
in france?

Monday Nov 03, 2003

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OUCH!
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syberea:
i too have a deep and abiding respect for the work of mr johnny depp.

have you seen arizona dream? its one o my favorites.

[Edited on Nov 19, 2003 6:55PM]
sjtwelve:
hey SS - what about the turkey and pie? you didn't read the invite. are you coming? also - SG on realsex the 22nd (saturday?) let's watch. oh yes and one more thing...i saw you go to work this morning while walking with the dogs and people. HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Wednesday Oct 29, 2003

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About the time when it all starts to make since, I find that I cant see.
The emptiness in the bottom of my soul, drifts upward toward the light coming in through the openings.
Will the followers come from within the center?
I may never know. Hang from that time and PLACE
Can this be? Of course, DONT BE DAFT! I have seen this all...
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sjtwelve:
sometimes i want to punch you. sometimes i want to hug you. sometimes i want to shake you really hard. sometimes i want to throw you off a bridge. sometimes i just want you to smile.

[Edited on Oct 30, 2003 6:00AM]

Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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I ate from the empty basket of fruit today, I filled the void in my stomach with even more emptiness.
I slept away the insomnia, with dreams I dreamt while staring into the cold black starless night.
I gave away nothing , only to have even less.
I loved the most I have ever loved, and now am lonelier than I have ever been..
I...
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sjtwelve:
you are the true meaning of everything.
sjtwelve:
Hey fisher boy.... catch anything?

Sunday Oct 12, 2003

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"To The Reader"
Stupidity, delusion, selfishness and lust
torment our bodies and possess our minds,
and we sustain our affable remorse
the way a beggar nourishes his lice
Our sins are stubborn, our contrition lame;
we want our scruples to be worth our while-
how cheerfully we crawl back to the mire:
with few cheap tears washing our stains away!
Satan Trismegistus subtly rocks
our...
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sjtwelve:
i could quote those ODB's all day.

Friday Oct 10, 2003

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"Get Drunk!"
One should always be drunk. That's all that matters;
that's our one imperative need. So as not to feel Time's
horrible burden one which breaks your shoulders and bows
you down, you must get drunk without cease.
But with what?
With wine, poetry, or virtue
as you choose.
But get drunk.
And if, at some time, on steps of a palace,
in the...
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sjtwelve:
now that's what i'm talking about.

Wednesday Sep 24, 2003

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Sleep away the anger.....I'll miss you all.

The hands on the clock move backwards for no man, I will bend them!

Till tomorrow, I will defend them................... till tomorrow....I wil fend them. ......................................
OFF!
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sjtwelve:
are you better?
sjtwelve:
yah - i saw that. you need a new entry already.
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