pickle_puppy

I just got ditched by my anthropology class. This is low.

We were all supposed to go to the zoo to see all the primates, but I didn't have enough money to make it all the way to Seattle, so I e-mailed my prof to let her know. Then I sold my textbooks and had money and she kind of arranged the trip so I was being driven by this guy with a two seater car that may have been taking his girlfriend. Long story short he took her and now I have no ride.

I didn't really want to go anyway, but I thought it'd be nice to have at least one social outing with people from school. I don't know I just take these kinds of things too personally. It's just the way things worked out.

I threw out my back today packing. By boyfriend has so much shit!! There's all these random boxes with just papers and cables and parts of guitar amps and I'm like "throw this shit out!" but apparently sub woofers and non functional pickups have extreme sentimental value to him.

I don't want to go back to work! It's so hard to motivate myself when I have enough money to live through the summer. Maybe when I move I'll get a job, just to meet people and get to know the city. I thinking of making a t-shirt that says "new in town" on the front and "please be kind" on the back. I'll wear it to parties and pubs so it looks quirky instead of desperate. Why am I putting all this in writing? I'm pathetic.
-J