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holy shit

Tsunami watch?

Earthquake???

Are you guys in Oregan and washington ok??

7 point WHAT?

Major earthquake strikes off coast of California

God damn I can be pathetically shy sometimes.

Aaaah, walkin on clouds.

Yesterday was a much needed pamper day for the pica.

After a very interesting evening on Saturday, which is too far away from me now for a proper update regarding it, I woke up somewhat hung over on Sunday and made some coffee.

I was feeling a little under the weather, and perhaps a bit down. Went and took a long...
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I love to feel hands.
I loved my grandpas hands.
yes.
so different.
bales of hay.
milking.
building fences,
just different.

I remember them crossed in the coffin.
I touched them.
They were still the same,
but cold.

hmm, yesterday would have been my (our) 13 year anniversary.

I thought about it a couple of times, but somehow I seem to be somewhat void of emotion either way about it.

I suppose that old Cramps cover of "Psychotic Reaction" that ended up playing out for the months that followed my loving departure has a lot to do with my lack of feeling any...
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aw man, I really wanted to meet up last night with the local SG crew. Didnt happen. Damned school nights!

I only slept for about 1 or maybe 1.5 hours on Tuesday night, or hell, call it Wednesday morning because I just kept trying to fall asleep all night and it must have been around 4:30 by the time I actually dozed off. Then at...
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Walked into work this morning to a long delayed email reply from Trish. She's been caught up in the whirlwind of what life becomes sometimes, and is only now getting to her email for the first time in 2 weeks.

She's sounding like she's doin ok... mostly. All things considered.

I am Happy and content and calm now. Mostly, All things considered
Strange timing sometimes...
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YAY! the starling fledglings are just out of the nest that their parents have built up in the eaves above the window here!!

About a month ago, I was noticing that I had yet to replace last years dead flowers from my terracotta planter out on my window ledge. I should really get to that I was thinking.
Then, one morning, I noticed some movement...
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hooly FUCK it's hot in here.

Left the windows as closed as they could be when I left for work this morning, walked back into the apartment at 4:15 this afternoon to find it sitting at 30 degrees celcius.

That's kinda funny, actually, how it co-incided so nicely with this sunny hot day we just got.

I boogied outta the office early so that I...
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