pica_pica

WOOOO

the vancouver city parks board has this thing going on called
"Monsters in the Meadow"

They're playing King Kong tonight
KING FUCKING KONG

I am so going.

my god I need some time off work. I just found out my Great Dane may have "cushings disease" and could be really sick.
Damnit.. now is not the time. I just can't seem to concentrate when I'm sitting at the office, I feel like I need to just chill out for a few days. Finish cleaing up this place and regain some sort of...
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chewing slowly trying to sift out the piece of bone or
fingernail i got up and looked in the cupboards again even
though i don't put cups in them and they're not bare and you're not
in there either mulling my tounge around like feet in grapes
feeling for gristle staring into mason jars i paced
back to the fridge where the electric wind cools...
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Crazed in his room, sliding blistered fingers on the guitar again. Same boring song, same pained notes, same mistakes. Putting the guitar down, glancing at his fingertips again, surveying new damage. The clock clicked over to 11:11 Everyone asleep now except his cat, who sat and stared like he was mortally heartbroken from some dumb mistake one night.
Definately time to get out somewhere.

I had to change my nic.
I've been finding this journal is an incredibly cathartic therapy, and I would totally stop being so fucking honest if I knew anybody I actually knew was reading it.

My old nic, i use all over the place and have been using that for about 8 years online. I googled it the other day and came up with a...
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Still feeling nasty and flat after this weekend's escapades. Sitting here so early in the morning I am starting to see through the fog a bit more clearly now. I can somewhat see a lesson taking shape.

I am obviously in no way ready to be 'out there' and available.

For a good chunk of the day yesterday I tried to figure out what the...
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ok, so I'm just over the 2 week mark since I broke up with her. On one hand, that sounds like a really long time when some of those days were so bleak and depressing and every minute of every hour just dragged and dragged, but on the other hand, I feel like it just happened. Currently not feeling very far ahead in my personal...
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Gay pride parade was yesterday, wow the west end was PACKED

There was plenty of eyecandy out for a porr little straightboy like myself though. All in all it was a great day. Of course, any day that involves sitting on a patio somewhere, drinking beer and watching the crowds float by could be considered a great day

it was my ex's birthday on Saturday,...
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wow, another beautiful day. I'm heading back down to wreck beach. It's bloody paradise down there, I'll have to make a point to get my pics developed and scan a few in here.
yes, i said "develop" and "scan".
would somebody PLEASE buy me a digital camera!

ps. it's her birthday today. fuck. I don't know what to do about that. I guess I should...
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funny how things tend to get away from you over the years. One of the things really bothering me in the last 5 years or so was the apparent loss of my deeper brain. The whispers that came to me in colours from my medulla oblongata, and my general acceptance and contemplation of something in this world that's deeper and more meaningful than trying to...
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