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look out, I'm outta control!

yeah, it's 7:50 pm, and I think I am going to go to bed.

I bought a bunch of painting supplies today. As in canvas, brushes, acrylics... Eventually going to make some sort of a mess of something.
I've never really painted before, so I have absolutely no idea what I am doing, but I am somewhat looking forward to...
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wtf:
okay, I'll let you in on where I get them. beliefnet.com Belief is a powerful thing and I am always interested in what anyone believes. I think Dr. Seuss was WAY ahead of his time. I seem to be reverting to childhood times, and your post yesterday started it. tongue You're it.
angelvanilla:
Just a reminder about the Christmas Vancouver Party on DEC.11 kiss
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Day one I guess.
I woke up this morning with a little bit less wind in my sails than I had yesterday.
Yeah, in a way I do feel better now, now that I can honestly understand what's been behind all this crap, that understanding certainly filled a void in me that was quite painful.

Now I just have to keep remembering that I am...
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wtf:
Think about her seeing you with "bus girl". Of course she doesn't know the new you. Would the Shaun she knows/knew be walking down the street with another girl? She HAS to distance herself from what she thought was you to create anew for herself. Distance from the pain within. It's her choice to the know the new. Maybe all she can handle is knowing the new her.




I like this one better...



smile biggrin
wtf:
The quote was actually hindu wisdom, excerpted from the Tirukkural, translated by Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami.

I get such quotes delived to my mailbox everyday. I took it as people that can't find compassion for others, often forget that we are all not here for a long time, and at one time or another will need a little compassion bestowed on us. (They usually don't have compassion for, and are the last to laugh themselves) I do think we can all search for a meaning of our own in such a quote though, that's why I posted it.

I'd like to go about my day in a bunny suit once to see how paople reacted. I think MTV has a show now about that though. DAMN them.
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Inertia.

Hmm, I seem to use that word relatively frequently, and always only in a single meaning of the word to me. I mean it by the way of not wanting to lose inertia. Like today:

two months ago, I thought it would be a good idea to completely re-arrange my living room. I thought I really needed to do that to jump start...
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wtf:
"no comment needed"

Feelings felt wink
tiamat:
i am having so many problems potty training my puppy
any suggestions? is yours trained?
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it was only two days, but it feels like a long time since I updated.
I went out last night and met up with coolheart at the Railway Club for a couple beers, that was really a nice evening, It's great to meet like minded people y'know, and that'll also be a couple more people that know each other at the xmas party from before...
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bluechild:
you should stop worrying... you worry about things too much... relax.. be zen

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kiss kiss kiss kiss
wtf:
dot wink
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Friday, November 26
Your sexual behavior is about to improve your love life, dear Pisces. You are no longer hung up about your body, and you are no longer distracted during would-be passionate moments by it. You will be able to focus on and enjoy the here and now, and you won't be lost in your thoughts like you generally are. You are a new...
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denio:
This bit was for you as well. Thanks.



ARRR!!!
darklis:
I'm glad my journals amuse you. wink I will surely take pics of my next wedding.
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Ok, I am totally going to stick to my new schedule. That's right, you heard me.
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Morning:

4:40 am alarm, one snooze. Coffees already brewed out there.
4:50 am start writing
5:45 am get ready for gym
5:55 am at the gym
6:50 am home from gym, shower.
7:05 am some sort of R/X protein shake.
7:10 am take Morgan out.
7:40 am feed...
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trixel:
your proposed schedule makes me cringe in fear. I think I'm doing good when I roll outta bed by 10:15 and get in a 40 minute workout before work at noon. Now I feel all lazy and stuff. robot kiss
josephene:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! kiss
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Ok, my new found interest in public transit is rapidly wearing thin.

I can't think of another method of travel where all FIVE of your senses are assaulted within such a short distance.

anyways, I really need to get my truck reinsured, I dont think it really costs me $4.00/day to get to and from work in that thing, and it only takes me like...
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thora:
You know, I haven't even read the book, myself. smile
tryphyna:
"Hmmm" is right! wow, i'm pisces too, so this made me just stop and think about what is going on in my present relationship. same man, four years.

what book did you quote in Thora's journal?
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Ha! I just got my first snail mail junkmail sent to Bill Bixby. Everytime I fill out an application for a store card or something like that, I always try to come up with a new identity, just to screw with the databases they are trying to compile, and also to try to keep track of whos tryin to sell my ass to who. This...
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fenris23:
Billy the Kid == William H. Bonney
kesu:
I love the fucking with the database idea. I need to do something like that. Especially at the stores like Future Shop that insist you give them a name and phone number when you just go to buy a little portable CD player or something.

Last week I got one of those Columbia House applications again. So I filled up the postage paid envelope with my other junk mail and sent it back to them.
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what a swell guy I am.

As usual, I put money on our visa, ( we had a joint visa together, and she is sure that everything on it is mine. Ok whatever, I'm not going to fight over it. I've knocked it down from $1000.00 to $200.00 in the last 3 months) and I also deposited money into her account again as I promised...
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fenris23:
Not much sucks worse than having a sick cat. frown
Good job though stay positive. miao!!
pica_pica:
well at least he has actually used the litter box now, and decided to no longer sleep in it.

Man, i'm so choked, I just totally destroyed my scanner.
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